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2010-06-22T17:01:00.001+08:00

PEIWEI JIAYOU!

2010-06-20T19:38:00.002+08:00

Pokemon
I choose you

Talked to Tay wei on the phone yesterday, thanks Tay wei :D
Yeap, I'm gonna fight hard. Even if i stumble, and trip over my own feet (most of the times) I'll try my hardest to pick myself up.
Just wait, I'll come through.

2010-06-19T21:21:00.002+08:00

Give up
I raise white flag

ok, i know I'm not exactly the most persevering person you've seen in your whole life. but sometimes I at least bother to start right. now, I'm just lazy to even start. last time in sec4, i actually panic like, 2 weeks before exam. Now in JC, it's like 100% more stuff to study but I'm actually still slacking although exams are in about less than a week's time.

It's not like I dont wanna study, seriously, I have no idea where to start.
Seriously.
It sucks so bad ): Haiz, i hate doing this. Like, things I hate. I know I hated Chemistry and Amaths and POA and Emaths (thats about half my syllabus) but at least I had the interest to at least try. It's like, I know where to start or HOW to study. now it's like I totally clueless, how the marshmallows am I suppose to study this, I'm totally clueless.
I may be blur most of the times, but, seriously, now I'm freaking blur.
I think I'm just gonna give up and hope for the best. Go to exam and stone or something (Y)

BLEAH, I'm freaking screwed

2010-06-19T13:23:00.002+08:00

Evilini
more bass!

Oh man, today i realise how disney channel sav,boo and i are.

I used to look forward to exams, really.
but now i dont really do anymore ):
i wonder why.

i guess cause i have no idea what im doing either.
I'm not enjoying this man ): I wanna enjoy what i study, or at least enjoy when i study. but life is never so perfect i guess. when life gives u lemons, you make lemonade. ok so what if life gives you lemonade? Drink it i guess.

Haiz, but i am looking forward to AFTER exams :D
I'm gonna get my nds and i'm gonna find sav theyall at ngee ann :D
yeap, i miss that guy loads.

Sav! i need you in my school ): I need someone to stand up to the assholic teachers and tell me its ok to fail differentiation. I need someone to help me erase my corrections and force me to do them again ): Then i need someone to call me dumb, then hi five me when i get those questions right and then laugh at how esther fong's hairstyle is. I need someone to stand outside the class with me when I get chased out. (but first i need someone to make me kana chase out-yes its you) Hahaha ok, that last part was so true.

Yeap, but i'm gonna see him soon, hope he havent changed much, my girlfriend. :D

2010-06-19T00:48:00.001+08:00

When you stop getting affected by things

You lose parts of yourself

2010-06-18T00:55:00.000+08:00

OUCH
injection no more

Ok i finally went to seek help today.
LOL, damnit my "gum pain" or "wisdom tooth" was actually an infection :S
I know right. ouch ttm.
to think i put up with it for 5 days.
and let me tell u smth, the taste of pus is disgusting.

Yeap, it was way awesome and gross at the same time for the first half hour.
and when the numbness started to wear off, Oh man, it was freaking pain.
ok, so i cant speak now. I sound a retard when i try to speak LOL.
I realise i make the most jokes when i'm in pain.
have fun calling me and torturing me people. oh yea, and my exams, so screwed.
i havent got down to muh studying (or any studying) for that matter

Ru was like "why didnt you tell me it was pain?!"
Me: I TOLD YOU
Ru: well, i didnt think it was THAT pain.

I'm hooked on criminal minds. :P
I <3 spencer ttm.

HAHA, and recently i helped susie (yes, my maid) set up a facebook account :D
HAHA, yeap totally cool man, she's been using my com :D

&Boo, i enjoyed speaking with you today :D

2010-06-17T23:38:00.003+08:00

Remain
or just stay the same

Just read someone's blog and i suddenly realised the power of truth and testimony.
i wonder how many people's life everyone is able to save if they just tell the truth. Yeap, the whole truth and nothing but the truth.
The worst thing in the world is to think your alone. and sometimes i wonder if people really say what they feel, share with others what their going through, like how nickelback puts it "If everyone shared and swallowed their pride" or as casting crowns sings "But would it set you free, If I dared to let you see, The truth behind the person, That you imagine me to be", would it give you some comfort to know someone struggles the same way as you do?

I guess, the courage that you can get from someone Else's life is not through their perfection but thru their flaws. I think i'm weird but somehow i feel like i can relate and am more open to people who show me that their not all perfect. everyone i look up to isnt all perfect, in fact most people that i really respect are those people who really show me their weakness. cause i know their real, their not from some unreachable realm of pefection.

I guess it's perfectly summed up by Marianne Williamson

"As we are liberated from our own fear,
Our presence automatically liberates others"

tell the truth today cause you never know who shares the same secret too.

2010-06-17T20:55:00.002+08:00

ㄅㄆㄇㄈㄉㄊㄋㄌㄍㄎㄏ　

我聽說通常在戰爭後就會換來和平

2010-06-16T21:47:00.004+08:00

Like this status
Facebook wall comments that make you go "awww"

Haha, so the like this status thing have been going around
and i'm having lotsa fun liking people's status and helping people write on their walls.
Hahaha, somethings people say are real funny.
i LOL-ed when i saw everyone, esp the junyou's one.
So i'm gonna compile all those people who wrote on my wall starting with the earliest:

Ho Wei Yang
OMGZXZX BESTIEEESZZEZESSSXZXXZXEXXXZ!!!!!! Didnt mean to twit la haha but must
have the impact! love how we'll discuss over super totally random stuff like pjc
and cjc people, old times and whatnot. love your hidden brains which you scam
everyone in the school la, 11 pointer, and ur blurness and aiya everything to do
with you la ♥

Awww, bestie <3

Chua Yixuan
im doing this
at 1:11am in the morning, i feel tired, but im doing this. LOL! but seriously
lah, i duno what to say, everything i've kept deep within my heart has been
expressed by weiyang's post
................................................................................
...................................................................................................................
................................................................. so yeah
(Y)

:D wow, this post is AWESOME.

Bob will always be bob, he's damn adorable. LOL

Missyella Oktaviana Lee
hey darling! it's been amazing to get to know you i swear. thank you for being there
for me esp during the time when my blog got spammed and etc. hahaha you're the
best anybody can get. though there were some unpleasent memories like the
redrain saga (we quarrelled) and other events, you're still the best friend i
ever... had. i love you alot darling! thanks for the memories, ♥

Hahaha, i remember we quarrelled twice LOL, and poor heeleng had to be our messenger :P

Kho Hui Long
PEIWEI!! from what
i see, you are very approachable! too bad i didnt really have been able to talk
to you much (maybe cos of me :( ). but ya, i've never seen a frown on your face
before!! you are always very optimistic HAHAHAHAHA, always having a smile on
your face! and to be truthful, i WILL smile when i see you smile HAHAHA! take
care and good luck !!

Huilong, the super born gl face guy, aiya, but the whole ctss team all gl face one

Cheryl Tann ت
PEIWEI !!!! :D ! Thanks for being a awesome person by my side (: ! You
cheered me up when i was sad , you even came too my school ! And even "bet" with
my math teacher ! YOUR AWESOME ! I LOVE YOU TO THE CORE ♥ !

HAHAH! cheryl! last time i went to her school and her teacher was an asshole, i think i wrote it in my blog last year.

Eugenia Seow peiwei! i
actually recall the first time we talked was during sec 2 aspire camp, and you
were in the same gorup as me. so much has happened since then. though i'm not
close with you, i know that you're a loyal friend, and you're a fun person to be
around. (or so at least i've heard ha!) hope you're doing alright in jc!
=)

Miss fabulous and jiaxian, who could ever forget

Janise Tan
HELLO PEEWEE! It's
been a long time since I saw you. I really like how sweet you are, caring, and
the nice advices you give to me! I still remember having heart to heart talks
with you, and breaking down in front of you in apublic place but you still held
me back together. Thankssss man! Hope to see you soon!! (:

your secret is safe with me <3>

Oliver Andres Keys
Hello....yea sec 1/2 same chinese class, sec 3/4 hist and poa class. Mmm I like
your optimism. You've got so many facebook posts about you landing yourself into
trouble or some sort of shit situation but yet you appear unscathed and rather
cheerful like almost all the time. Take care and see you :)

OAK, i hardly spoke to him. actually close to never. facebook really bring ppl closer tgt

Alicia Wong
HI PEE! I remembered that i didn't really like you during sec 3 (as yknow) cos you
look damn ahlian when you don't smile, hahaha. But now you're like part of my
everything lah, A4, A7 and etc. & you are like some kid who never grows up
with all the cheerfulness (hahaha). Thank you for being a friend since 2 years
ago b...ut don't blur and forget me 2 years later horrrrr. HAHAHA. (L) :D

ALI! I'm not that blur! and i'm still a toysrus kid :D

Kavin Cheong
LEE AH PEE, ALSO KNOWN AS MY WIFE. HAHAHA. wa i swear you are the
blurest person i ever known, and a semi-soulmate man. okay maybe one-quarter,
HHA. oh and meeting up on every friday was totally awesome stuff man, where we
will rant about our new jc classmates and such. it's nice to know you man. yeah
and i'm actually ...quite tired now so i may do a part two on this tomorrow or
so. anyway, see you tmr! CAN'T WAIT!! and...my 3.50 :(

He never did write finish part two... Hmmm?

Hset Min Htet
LEEPEIWEI! :D Ok
la, the first time I met you was at the DEVIL'S BASKETBALL COURT! :D Since then,
you've gotten BUFFER! O: (it's a compliment hor) I like your SUPER SUPER
SOTONGNESS LA! It's always so funny hahaha and also your super randomness. I can
just like "HEY PEIWEI" and do some retarded stuff and you'd do some ...even more
retarded thing to counter me man... Ouch. I also like how you're not afraid to
be yourself because for PEIWEI, unglam is glam (:

I have no idea if out-unglamming him is a compliment....

Venkat Kumaran
Peeweee! I like your very friendly nature and your my 2 year class mate! I also like playing bball with you last time and goooood luck in jc! oh and i loveee eyour blurness

Ho Jun You
Hahaha yeah no prob man must talk more often. I also got to know u from howy
and co. I must say u're as cool as a guy anytime LOL! U must be quite smart
we're in the same class in chem but u still got 11 for R5 whereas I dropped the
sub.. :( Anyway good luck in ur studies too!

THIS IS LOL! now i know what bestie theyall talk about me. The top two things
1) 11 pointer without studying
2) guy-like.
i love you guys lah

2010-06-16T16:28:00.002+08:00

8june - 13 june
birthdays that i owe

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAXIAN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGYI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAOYU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAREY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR ONG
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEILE

2010-06-15T16:31:00.000+08:00

Stayover
when my parents are away, 4a1-ers come to stay

Wakaka stayover was alright this time (no one died)
the guard didnt annoy us that much this time though.
and i managed to watch A team (the movie) which was damn nice :D

hahaha, and of course, everyone was trying to shut AAAA up.
AAAA was the usual him, being super AAAA when we were trying to watch a horror movie.

then they had their poker tournament the next day before swimming.
the took on weird personalities.

Sean the gay dealer
Ah vin the ninja
Genglin the monk
Kelvin the big blind
Weiyang raphael nadal

and bestie broke my hairband
-innocent look- "Er, peiwei, i thought hairband can bend both sides one ar.sorry..."

of course they didnt let go the chance to torture L.
they did it on my bed until my bedsheets and everything came out.
and my room stinks like eiuhkfefbkfbkfbk

of course some people left their stuffs here again (as always) and i dunno whose is whose now. ): pffft. and some person until now never claim their purple renoma undies. and boxes.

nevermind the next guy who forgets to bring their undies will have to wear those.

2010-06-10T16:13:00.001+08:00

Careforce
leadership training camp

ok, camp was not as bad as i thought (:
hahaha back from leadership training camp and my voice damn sexy now.
and get this, it's not because i screamed a lot of cheers or anything, in fact i didnt. its because i was bamming the milo and the fries before sleeping and i didnt drink water at all (Y) on top of that i didnt visit the toilet. Kekeke, yeap, so you know how it happened.

anyway, my group was careforce. initially i was super against the idea of going to camp.
it's like... CAMP leh. although ctss every year have at least one ASPIRE camp. still, this time it was in a new place plus i didnt have my buddies with me ): trust me, i was thinking about 4a1 in the camp. I kept thinking what if the 4a1-ers were there at the camp (Y) it would be awesome, but looking at the games, i think better not. They'll drive people nuts and we'll most probably end up killed or something. Hahaha.

now i have no voice or rather a super sexy voice cause i bammed milo and fries (Y)
4a1 spirit sorry.
Hahaha, but i gotta thank vin theyall for keeping me sane. even if it means screaming for help in the middle of the night just to help with personality test (Y)
bestie smsed me in the middle of the night "BESTIE EMERGENCY! am i more idealistic or street smart? LOL SORRY" ok, i so regretted taking him seriously.
or when mr seah caught me talking to Bro jx on the phone after lightsout :P
yeap, then left for camp site. all those normal stuff then go to sleep.
next day amazing race in pasir panjang. hahaha (Y) love that place.

yeap, my group was PC2 careforce (:
Their probably the nicest people on earth i swear. i have never seen a group of people who are super sweet and nice together. like all 11 of them.
miss friday and mr mark lim were our teacher and hafiz was our facil (:

wakakaka, first day didnt do much except some team building games which was super funny, all the actions and stuff.
after that we left for the campsite which was at pasir panjang (:
the place wasnt as bad as i thought. i thought it was gonna be like camp christine :P

second day had amazing race. amazing race was in pasir panjang (Y) my fave place :D
Hahaha, yeap, so had much fun even though we were the only grp who didnt manage to complete ^^ LOL.
oh yes, and i finally know whats on top of bukit chandu, i always wondered.
i think the cutting of the hair was the best station
what a breakthrough
and i found someone totally like L, TOTALLY.
and many careys.
oh yes, Zhe an got his virgin haricut, damn funny.
he never had his haircut before by anyone else other than his mum :O
amazing right (Y) yeap, so our group got 4 guys need cut hair, poor thing. but it was the funnest station lah! yes i know i'm sadistic.
in the end we were the only group that didnt finish the whole amazing race (Y)
cause we're so amazing

third day had muddy games and high element games (Y)
the best. first time playing high elements haha, cause i skipped sec 3 camp for sports camp last time :P hehehe
yeap, was quite fun lah :D wasnt as scary as what others told me.

last day was some boring ceremony before homing with my super sexy voice (Y)

me not blogging much says alot.

2010-06-06T21:02:00.001+08:00

I'm not lost, I just dont know where here is.

I'm ready this time (Y)

2010-06-02T00:33:00.002+08:00

Got history/ no history tmr

ok this is so irritating,
we dont even know if theres class tml.
class rep says no, other classes says yes. so yes/no?
hmmm? no idea either. ok i shall go with Ruru tml then. i can walk her to the clove, anyway it's next door to my school (:
she can play ball after that with us :D

LOL just talked to ze jie online.
damn funny, its like two people trying to encourage each other.
it's like two blind people trying to lead each other.
but dont worry, it'll work out, i hope.

i remember what rajan said, sometimes in life turning points come subtly, it's never a one off event that goes off with a loud boom. (Y)
and maybe, this is my turning point.
but everytime i think this is my turning point, it never happens.
ok i shall not jinx this. LOL, I remember what steve munsey said, speak to your future.
and i will say
my future is bright, my future is hopeful, i'll get 4As for A leves (?!), i'll be happy, i'll walk this life with God, i'll keep the faith, i'll fight the good fight, i'll finish the race.

today while talking to zejie, suddenly i remember why i dont wanna leave, why i cling on to it, why i dont just turn away.
and i'll keep that promise, to myself.
oh yes, Ze Jie and I have a deal, and i think i'll complete it before he does :P
Dare me :D

2010-06-01T22:14:00.003+08:00

Mr Ong
daddy dearest? LOL (:

Sammie sent me the email we wrote to Ong one day before Os.
oh man ): made me miss mr ong loads man.
LOL, i gotta say, ong has been a really cool teacher to us, even when he was in new zealand with the cat.
I LOL-ed when i saw what we wrote as the email's SUBJECT

THE EMAIL
(we were panic-ing at OCK's house one day before Os, so much so that we did yoga?!)

From: br0kensoul-@hotmail.com
To: jeffreyong@hotmail.com
Subject: AHHH! MR ONG WE NEED YOU!!!! (I LOL-ed when i saw this, this is so us)
Date: Sat, 24 Oct 2009 17:01:44 +0800

Hey Mr Ong
kelvin says he dun know what to study nw.. he say sit writing very hard to study... he says his going to drop english
Peiwei : he didnt even study!
OCK: tell mr ong ock has been studying hard for the whole day! tell him! tell him!

Oh ya, and the spam calls on your phone is us. sorry.

We wanted to ask you what's the difference between proposal report and proposal letter,
Issit proposal letter without address is like proposal report?
Lets say proposal letter to your principal issit this format?

5 may 2009

Dear Mrs Tan
Proposal for whatever (title in the middle, no caps)

Crap crap crap
(align to left no indent)

Thank you

Proposed by:
Me

Oh yea, and do you have the answers for the fairfield and tanjong katong papers? :D :D :D

kelvin is asking u wade is the most effective thing to do 2 hours before the english o levels?
Haha is it possible if you sms us or something when you reply our email :D thankssss :D

say hi to the cat (hope you havent killed it :P ) have fun :D

SEEYA :D
LOVE, US

The reply from Ong

From: Jeffrey Ong
Date: 2009/10/25
Subject: RE: AHHH! MR ONG WE NEED YOU!!!!
To: br0kensoul-@hotmail.com

Kelvin: You dare to give up on English now? Really. Remember my cold, icy stare?

Peiwei: I think you are right about Kelvin.

OCK: Well done. Never too late, I always say, right, old chum?

To all: No need to apologise for the telephone calls. Let me explain my situation. I didn't have internet at my hosts' house until a couple of days ago. I couldn't answer your missed calls as 1. they don't show the nos. and 2. i leave my phone at home due to my studies in the university. Yes, your daddy dearest is actually studying with all of you! See, I told you we will get through this together as a class, you and me.

Yes, for proposals to your principal (if you're the student of that school), you need not have address. Just write date, dear XXX, title.

Both proposal letter and report have the same para structures. The only difference is whether you need to add in address.

I've already asked Keong Sheng to let the class know that I can't get the answers for Fairfield and TKGS papers. Really sorry about that. Just use them as warm-up practices, then.

Kelvin (again): There's only ONE thing to do 2 hours prior to the EL exam. THINK OF ME.

-----------end of email---------------------

LOL omgosh, i miss ong so much man, i remember the term "daddy dearest" LOL.
funny ttm. haiz, sam got me emo man ): LOL
Mr ong's birthday coming soon le (: sammie's planning smth :D

2010-05-31T03:07:00.002+08:00

Cockroach crying

I couldnt help it when i saw what i saw.
and i swore to myself. never will i allow that to happen again.
but then again, what can you do?
The decision isnt up to you, you cant do anything. and you gotta admit it, that sometimes in life, even if you scream and yell, things wont go your way.
Even if its for the better, it's not up to you to decide what's "better"
it didnt have to be this way.

2010-05-30T17:34:00.003+08:00

Not Afraid
Artist: Eminem
Album: Recovery

I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

(bridge)
And I just can't keep living this way
So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage
I'm standing up, Imma face my demons
I'm manning up, Imma hold my ground
I've had enough, now I'm so fed up
Time to put my life back together right now

Cause the way I feel, I'm strong enough to go to the club
Put a and lift the whole liquor counter up
Cause I'm raising the bar, I shoot for the moon
But I'm too busy gazing at stars, I feel amazing and

2010-05-29T16:39:00.000+08:00

Today is Boo's birthday (:

after church we went bugis for steamboat with the rest of the guys to celebrate his birthday (:
I'm not the only girl anymore! now there's LALA :D
hahaha! yea, whole dinner i never even stand up, everything they take :D
wakakaka, slacker ftw.

played 4kings after that.
didnt kana drink, but kana the 4th king.
raw egg, seaweed and excessive chilli is heavenly. :D

LOL, i cant believe Boo is 17 already :D
i remember last year I told him that this year i'll remmeber his birthday even when he's in his maroon and black uniform (ite) LOL.
Haiz, we grow up real fast man, i still can remember the time when we celebrated his 13 birthday! back then, he was called brother bear/boo.
Hahaha, and he was that stupid irritating fake "australian" kid.
Yea, and he spent the whole day bullying me today ): just cause his birthday, he big ):
but then again, he always bullies me, even when its not his birthday ):

Haha, 5 years of knowing this crazy boy, and 4 years being in the same class.
looks like i can never run away from you lah.
(Y) even when ur 70 (: I'll still be calling you slow. :D

Happy birthday boo!

2010-05-28T16:23:00.000+08:00

Exam blues and holiday mood

Wahaha, ok took my GP exam and maths exam already.
I think i'm damn screwed. but then again, i've never been serious when it comes to exams, so... aiya, whatever lah.
Feels super weird taking exam with a whole new class.
cause when we take exam, it's never so... quiet.

Plus baby brother wasnt there to do our whack head handshake.
Bro wasnt there to do our weird handshake either.
weiyang wasnt there trying to fit in last minute info about how breaking buscuits will lead to chem. Rachie wasnt there to freak me out and calm me down all at the same time. Ktyx wasnt there to give me her reassuring "I'm proposing an idea" look and hand signal. L wasnt there trying to remind us what we're gonna do after exams that day. sean wasnt there to point both middle fingers and shout "F***" when the papers were given out. and of course the lively shouts of "Retain!" and "Poly" wasnt there anymore.

and when the paper started, it really started. there was silence. O.o
woah. LOL.
I remember sec 3 chinese exam everyone was shouting across the rooms.
and who will ever forget siva's "Class, i go toilet, dont copy ar"

Wow, GP exam was, woah.
I'm like, wth am i suppose to write.
I was half expecting some people to stand up and point middle finger like the times when we took exam.
so i wrote like real fast i guess cause i got time to sleep. actually i think cause i nothing to write lah.
i slept like half hour + or smth for the 2nd paper.
I'm so screwed man.

Then maths was like taking amaths all over again. cause i have no idea what am i doing.
wah, this feeling is like damn long dont have le.
is the feeling of, heck care lah, just do, cannot do skip and sleep.
Yea, and i guess my class not used to me yet or smth, cause when i slept real early they actually thought i finished.
If it were 4a1, i can just hear weiyang, whose sitting diagonally behind me, "aiya, she dunno how do whole paper again lah" or when i take more paper their reaction is always "wah, not enough paper to draw ar?" yea lah, but then, i think hopefully can get at least subpass bah (:

After paper, i thought i had nothing to do for the whole day le.
but i come out of the exam room i saw my phone so many miss call and sms.
so hubs, darls, L and boo wanted to meet up. LOL, so i invited all of them to my house instead :D
Met L and boo at orchard with Nam. (:
they were shopping, as usual.
LOL, L really know how suck money ar. machiam vacum cleaner sia.

so they came my house to "study" as always.
but L didnt realise he missed his homework due date... so... his 5% gone.
yea, ended up swimming. LOL.
this time my security guard got pissed and called my house straight :P i guess cause too noisy or smth.
but heck care lah, wanna come up from the pool keep getting pushed down. in the end i managed to resist :D and L was the one who couldnt come up from the pool :D wahaha

Ate dinner and slacked before they left
with L's wise words of "Another failed study outing"

2010-05-26T23:38:00.003+08:00

(Y)
you guys did it again

Awww, you guys made my day again.
from the simplest Boo's "how was exam today, I'll study till 3am with u today" to Weiyang's "Let's whack ___________"
and to ah vin's life-saving email :D

I think bestie camping online or something. appear offline or something lah!
LOL, ask him why he not online he straight away online (:
then again, he's always been there for me, even in the future LOL. (he's there already)
wah, if all my boyfriends have to go through the interview of weiyang and ah vin, oh man i'll be single for life. HAHA.

thanks (:

2010-05-26T20:36:00.002+08:00

Eyes
Maybe one day, we'll see the world through their eyes

"You've seen a lot for a 16 year old"
I wonder if he really did see something.
I wonder if you looked hard enough, you'll see what they see too.
If you gaze into their eyes long enough, will you be able to see what they have seen before?
If you see, will you know?
or can you know without seeing? or even after you see, you still dont know?

I wonder when they say "I see"
do they really?"

I guess I'm grateful.
Sometimes you dont have to do much to make someone feel touched.
I guess, it's things not said but done that really matters.
It's the silent actions that really touch you so much and make you look back.
I've witness how one simple action can change and turn into a movement. who says you're too small and have too little time to change the world?
Sometimes when you make it and you wonder why, why you have been able to hold on for so long, look at the people below the stage. Spot the ones with knees that are rough from kneeling and praying for you. It's the people secretly wishing everyday that life will get better for you that helped you get through i guess. The people who get down on their knees to carry you.
You never know whose mind you are on daily.

So, you, reading this post.
I'm wishing things get better for you too.

2010-05-25T21:00:00.002+08:00

NDSi

oh my mama! i wanna save cash and buy a NDSi !
LOL, whoever who buys me a NDSi will be loved by me forever man.
It's like weets, got cam and internet sia. summore the games can just download one.
:D and and and GOT SUPER MARIO. that trumps all lah please.

Aiya, my NDS spoilt and i'm feeling kinda sian ):
so i wanna get a new one :D
Hahaha, i think it'll cost about the same to get it fixed actually.
so might as well right?

but then again, this might just be some passing phase and i'll get over it like soon or smth. :P

tan jiaxian is in muay thai?!

2010-05-25T20:44:00.002+08:00

Phail
Another failed study outing ftw

Tell me again why i actually agreed L to go for the stayover study outing?
When he looked me in the eye and told me he was gonna study and we're gonna be able to concentrate on studying, I believed him.
why?! LOL. In the end, it's another failed study outing ):

LOL yesterday went to bro's house.
damn funny sia. i reach dover mrt, then my slipper broke O.o
oh and the dumbest thing was that i frogot i was going dover, so i wore my SP shirt.
and i saw a million other people wearing the same shirt as me. the funniest thing is when u see people wearing the same shirt as u, they tend to notice you more.
so it was kinda awkward trying to pretend my slipper isnt broken cause a lot of people were looking at me.
So,... i had to walk realllly slowly and hope no one notices.

I called Jiaxian.
"Hey... bro... er, u at home?"
"yea, why?"
"er... i need your help."
"what thing?"
"errr.... my slipper kinda broke ar."
"BWAHAHAHAHAH...! where you?"
"dover mrt... come save me leh."
"ok, i finish this game i come find u."

LOL, so they were quite fast actually, boo jx and L came out to save me :D
too bad i was blur, then they call me i didnt realise lah!
Then later they were like "oh yea, we forgotten to take into a/c that your blur ar."
): just suan me lah ): LOL, but i miss them loadsss, and jx threw threw the slippers from upstairs like our house liddat.

So walked back to jx's house and then played com before Peiqi came.
later ying nam came to at like zhun zhun 12. she think she cinderella ar.
LOL. yea then walked her back to jx house again.
aiyo, the milk tea kevin lee always drink taste like crap. spend my 2 dollar on something so disgusting. in the end i gave it to bro to drink :D I'm the best sister on earth. IKR!

Then we just slacked the night away, eating mac and being totally nonsense.
the funniest thing was when i took out my deoderant. then boo said, "EH! L! try spraying this on ur armpit damn ticklish!"
then they scissored papered stoned. and then L lost, boo sprayed his armpit and he screamed like a girl.
the most retarded thing was when boo sprayed his own and all of them started laughing like retards.
pinning L down and spraying like deo free, well it's almost free lah... so :/
LOL, but i really miss their nonsense man. make me feel like we were sec 2 again.

Ying Nam and i were TRYING to study. well, trying is the KEYWORD.
in the end, we didnt really get much studying time, and i'm prepared to die. :P

Went to the attic to sleep.
of course when i say sleep, we never ever really sleep LOL.
this is something thats impossible in the history of 4A1.
sleeping = laugh and talk until we're all exhausted.
and L fell on my face, i think i gonna have orh cheh soon man. :P

woke up, played mahjong before heading home (Y)
had fun with u guys.
but i'm dead for my exam tml!

2010-05-24T17:59:00.001+08:00

AHHHH!
i dont wanna study for exams ):
how do even study for a MATHS exam, sounds so impossible right?!
it's like huh?!
sian, i've never studied for maths exam before ): cause it didnt use to matter, now that it does, I've no idea how to ):
maths is depressing lah.
later going to bro's house to study :D
stayover (:
and ying nam is coming along tooooo! :D

weeets so fun. i hope they'll hit off just fine man.
aiya, sure one lah, both crazy crazy type of people one. ^^

2010-05-23T14:05:00.002+08:00


Someday
The best prize that life offers is the chance to work hard at work worth doing.

Someday I'm finally gonna let go
Cause I know there's a better way
And I wanna know what's over that rainbow
I'm gonna get out of here someday

2010-05-22T23:05:00.002+08:00

Cheered

Today morning went to school for leadership precamp.
so qiao, the girl in my tuition class is in my camp group O: what are the chances right?!
so cool, ok my group is quite cute.
alot of water elements. (Y)
it's really a pastoral care councilor group :D
and the teacher of the group is MISS FRIDAY :D
Hahahaha! quite cool. LOL, until now i still dunno her name :P

After that went for CCH duty. today the kids join the red rain concert today (Y)
Hahaha, was the reception area place again. (:
saw bro, he looks so much bigger, or maybe too long neh see him.
well, this year, shania seems to scream less.
oh but gabriel was runnign around i guess.
then he wanted to run out and i caught him, and he started screaming like a banshee in agony.
oh my mama, scary.

LOL, anyway, Kelvin is damn funny on facebook. tsk
his comment never fails to make me laugh lah.

Bestie weiyang was damn cool that day i forgot which day i was damn down, then he suddenly talked to me, then i started smiling like a geek in front of the com. (Y)

2010-05-19T22:10:00.003+08:00

SUPINE
you have to love something before you can hate it.

I'm so angry, and i dont even know why i am angry!
I hate how it sucks, how one thing can ruin so much other things that are not at all connected directly. Ihate how i'm reminded again and again about what started it. I hate how it has to be like that.

Я ненавижу, как все, все просто сводится к одной вещи. Я ненавижу, как я должен быть один, который начинается так что я могу служить людям. Почему?! Бог, то почему она должна быть такой, не у меня ненавидят так много? Я никогда не ненавидел серьезно и, я никогда не сомневался в моей любви к тебе, но я искренне сомневаюсь Love U есть для меня, а не из-за этого, я просто чувствую, как я не заслуживают все у вас на предложение.
وأنا غاضب جدا ، لماذا لأن من شيء واحد غبي في حياتي ، لقد لتحمله لبقية حياتي. لماذا؟ لماذا أنا يعاقب على ما فعل آخرون. وأنا
أعلم أنه لا إله أيضا ، ولكن وث ، وأنا لست الله. يعلم الله الذي كان ، وأين هو ذاهب ، وقال انه يعرف انه خاص. حتى الآن أنا تركتكل وحده هنا مرة أخرى. وقال عليك أن تكون ull هنا. حيث يتم ش؟ وقال يو وانا لست وحدك. هل أنا حقا ليست وحدها؟ لا تكمنلي. أنا أكره الحصول على كذب! أنا أكره أن أكرهه

אני שונאת את איך שאני תמיד צריך להיענש. איך אני צריך להיות זה נחמד. למה אני כל כך אכפת לי? למה? למה אני חייב להיות אחד כואב כאשר מישהו אחר עושה מדי. למה אני צריכה להיות דילמה? מדוע חייב eveything לרדת דבר אחד? למה אני חייב להיות כל הזמן להיות כי זה הגורם הכול עכשיו? למה אני צריך להיות אחד לעבור את כל הכאב והסבל? אני שונא את זה, זה, זה לא הוגן. אני מכיר את העולם. אבל, זה לא הוגן מדי. אני מרגיש כאילו אני טס, לכוד בתוך עולם זה לא ישתפר. שום דבר לא יהיה, u שיקר לי. אני שונאת את זה. אני שונאת אותו אני שונאת אותו!
אבל בעיקר אני שונא את עצמי, כי אני יודע שאני מותר שזה יקרה, אני יודע. כי אני didn't לדבר. אני לא יכולה להאשים אף אחד. אני wasn't ניתנה הזדמנות, אני אף פעם לא היה זה. תמיד הייתי ממולאים, לא הורשה לדבר, אז למה עכשיו? למה עכשיו? אני מת לדבר יותר מתמיד, אף אחד לעולם לא מבין איך אני מרגיש, איך זה מרגיש לא להיות מסוגל לומר מה U רוצה, להרגיש מה U רוצה. סבלנות תביא u לא שם. whats נורמלי לאחרים היה neever רגיל לי. אני שונא את עצמי לא עושה כלום. אני שונא את עצמי המאפשר שזה יקרה. יש חיי bonged על ידי כל אלה. אלוהים, יהיה u להמשיך להעניש אותי עד שאני לומד איך לדבר? אלוהים, תפסיק עם זה. אני לא יכולה לסבול את זה יותר. אני אמות. אני אהרוג את עצמי. אלוהים, אני
עייף. אני כל כך עייפה כבר, אני לא צריך עוד לתת. בבקשה. בבקשה.

but most of all, myself
cause i allowed it to happen

2010-05-18T17:28:00.003+08:00

All my life,

People trust me with their decisions

but when it comes to my own ones

I cant make them

2010-05-18T17:21:00.004+08:00

Rollar Coaster

yesterday, (monday) after school chiong-ed home to bathe before meeting L, Ron, Jx, boo for movie :D
wakakakaka. watched Last song.
omgosh so sad can. but i damn anti climax, i sad at the part that everyone not sad, then when everyone sad i not sad ): LOL, idk whether i shud be sad about that anot. HAHA.

after that we watched shutter island,
damnit it's a bloody mind games show lah
yea, then the movie was until 1140pm! i fell asleep in the movies. damnit. LOL
we lifted up the armrest then lie down, damn shiok mans!
and the ending is damn wth?!

yea, then today cannot sleep cause keep thinking about the show.
LOL! yea lah, active mind even when i sleep ok.
I slept for an hour nia!
then go NUH in the morning for the surgeon thingo. :\

after that i went to school. wanted to reach just nice during lit at 2 which is the last period.
then i count wrongly reached at 1 ):
so slack with Nam in the canteen cause 'break'
then find mr chong to explain why i late. he damn psychic. winner.
so lit for 1+ hours before homing again. ok I'm gonna orh orh for a while then

2010-05-17T00:39:00.000+08:00

Friday!
We're kiiiids

LOL ah vin angry with me for not featuring him on my friday post. so... last week friday, ah vin met me at queensway to buy shoes :D Hahaha! (Y)
yippee after that we WALKED to temesek club. (Y)
we're damn freaking zai, but i got a freaking mosquito bite ): LOL.
then we ate in the stupid restaurant and almost died cause we were straving like jkfefnke
after that slacked around then we went to the kids room, where ah vin keep getting stuck in this stupid chair :P and me? i just take lotsa photo of him stuck in the chair and falling over :D I know i'm the best wife ever. Hehehe.

He named the album: My blur wife.
i wonder if its cos the photos are super blur. Or... other reasons. must be cause the photos damn blur lah!
Lala joined us on the phone... LOL (PS) (PS) (PS) haha
then after that we went to play swing before walking out :D

2010-05-15T18:13:00.002+08:00

The man in the bowler hat

I am the unnoticed, the unnoticable man:
The man who sat on your right in the morning train:
The man who looked through like a windowpane:
The man who was the colour of the carriage, the colour of the mounting
Morning pipe smoke.
I am the man too busy with a living to live,
Too hurried and worried to see and smell and touch:
The man who is patient too long and obeys too much
And wishes too softly and seldom.

I am the man they call the nation's backbone,
Who am boneless - playable castgut, pliable clay:
The Man they label Little lest one day
I dare to grow.

I am the rails on which the moment passes,
The megaphone for many words and voices:
I am the graph diagram,
Composite face.

I am the led, the easily-fed,
The tool, the not-quite-fool,
The would-be-safe-and-sound,
The uncomplaining, bound,
The dust fine-ground,
Stone-for-a-statue waveworn pebble-round

2010-05-15T17:02:00.002+08:00

Don't matter
好马不吃回头草

I always think "what if this and that happen next time?"
but then, now i realise,... whatever that matters to you then, dont really matter much to you now. it's like how when your young and you think "what if barney doesnt show on TV anymore 5 years later? what would i watch?" but 5 years later, maybe the only barney you know is the name of your new boyfriend. (barney is a corny name though - sorry for all the barneys in the world)

I used to mind, but then i didnt anymore, or so i thought.
now i cant really decide if i care or not. on normal days i dont, on abnormal days i do.
haiz, life is weird lah.

formspring.me

2010-05-15T16:31:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/blurwei

2010-05-14T03:40:00.002+08:00

Peiwei you promised...

I know.

sorry.
why?
just sorry

2010-05-14T02:32:00.003+08:00

Memories
Playing like a film without sound

gonna pon school today, it wasnt planned i swear.
couldnt fall asleep, and i chiong-ed my essay, printed it and stuff, prepared to sleep.
then 2am came and 2am went. and still cant sleep so consulted the AZK chichi LOL, i hope he still remmeber his nick LOL.

Yea, anyway I'm awesome i fell asleep in the toilet for a good 1 hr. :D
Awesome right? i know, only i can do this kind of stupid crap. :P
today was an alright day i guess (thursday)
was super sleepy.
mr glascow tried waking us up by saying "GOOD MORNING!" really loudly, but it woke everyone up except me. awww the disappointment. LOL.
did AQ during GP. oh my mama i swear its the hardest thing ever.
everyone was dreading fahy's homework today.
i bloody chiong-ed my essay and i'm gonna hand it up next monday! ZZZ am i stupid or stupid.
ok dont say. Shhh :X

"She put one hand on mine. “When someone is in your heart, they’re never truly gone. They can come back to you, even at unlikely times."
— Mitch Albom (For One More Day)

2010-05-12T20:21:00.002+08:00

Flame
CJC olympic relay

LOL, today, relay a bit crazy ar.
freaking more than 1km plus per person, summore the route more complicated then maths make me super blur lah.
I was the only girl running the relay today and i was 4th runner :D
LOL so i ran after eugene and before marcus. eugene ran freaking fast, and that cos he didnt run half of the route. LOL. and i ran extra... made up for it :/
Yeap, the two canoe-ist went first :D Zejie and pek cause they had to leave soonish. yeapp
In the end we finally completed it ^^ the feeling quite shiok ar. LOL! run here run there still can run wrong. then the goodie bag damn cui can. LOL.

Yeap, today damn funny the relive econs cher of last week talked to me, she damn cute lah.
she ask me why lecture always neh see me :X ooops, sleeping mah.
Then she say she today moody, cause not friday. Hahah damn lame.
the other lessons quite slack today i guess.

time to orh orh

Kevin Lee

yeah luckily for AyeOne we work well under pressure

25 minutes ago ·

Lee Peiwei

YEA I THINK THATS SO TRUE! i can always answer better under pressure!

24 minutes ago ·

Siong Tuan Ang

i went there and like read super slow. but only got 4 words wrong ;D. my tickam skills high lvl a lot of tickam words correct teehee~ convo owned me though

24 minutes ago ·

Lee Peiwei

Kevin was taking ages in the room!

24 minutes ago ·

Siong Tuan Ang

rofl his rubbish lvl super high. to spam rubbish is like his speciality!

23 minutes ago ·

Kevin Lee

lol i still rmb my oral examiner telling me i guess very well (in chinese of course)

23 minutes ago ·

Lee Peiwei

LOL! HAHAH! jx and i were dying outside. + the funny comics!

22 minutes ago ·

Kevin Lee

spamming is a skill btw. i can go from brushing teeth to (?) abortion :o

22 minutes ago ·

Ho Wei Yang

st : my bombing skills win you, really you dont wanna compare. i taught my teacher chem engineering stuff, its as if i had a damn degree alr

RESPECTS TO BESTIE LOL!

2010-05-10T21:32:00.002+08:00

Have a little faith
What's worse than an unanswered prayer?

“I had a doctor once who was an atheist. Did I ever tell you about him?”

No.

“This doctor, he liked to jab me and my beliefs. He used to schedule my appointments deliberately on Saturdays, so I would have to call the receptionist and explain why, because of my religion, that wouldn’t work.”

Nice guy, I said.

“Anyhow, one day, I read in the paper that his brother had died. So I made a condolence call.”

After the way he treated you?

“In this job,” the Reb said, “you don’t retaliate.”

I laughed.

“So I go to his house, and he sees me. I can tell he is upset. I tell him I am sorry for his loss. And he says, with an angry face, ‘I envy you.’

“‘Why do you envy me?’ I said.

“‘Because when you lose someone you love, you can curse God. You can yell. You can blame him. You can demand to know why. But I don’t believe in God. I’m a doctor! And I couldn’t help my brother!’

“He was near tears. ‘Who do I blame?’ he kept asking me. “There is no God. I can only blame myself’”

The Reb’s face tightened, as if in pain.

“That,” he said, softly, “is a terrible self-indictment.”

Worse than an unanswered prayer?

“Oh yes. It is far more comforting to think God listened and said no, than to think that nobody’s out there.”

- Mitch Albom -

2010-05-08T01:09:00.001+08:00

YESTERDAY
haiz, idk if i should put braces ):
cause if i put braces must do surgery, which my mum isnt very keen on cause got risk.
my jaw have some bone problem so must do surgery but before doing, must put braces to make sure that after surgery the top row and bottom teeth will fit perfectly. yea something liddat.
Yeap, so it's like an all or nothing thing.
surgery is no use without braces and braces is no use with surgery ):

after that lala and ah vin met me at clem and my mummy drove us to tangssss!
LOL, the bag we wanted is gone ):
sian jipua.
yea lor ); disappointed. after that we homed to eat dinner @ my place
ah vin is the most vain person on earth, stand in front of mirror so long. (TAKAKA!)

yea then ah vin and i went to play badminton at clem while lala went home.
guolian and her friend reached first :P
sorry >< then ktyx was like boo x 10 or smth, so slow! TSK then she bring one million badminton rackets sia. like bring to leh long liddat. yeap, badminton-ed haha, bias umpire :P drank water after that homed.

today
Boo and I chatted from 2am + to 5am+ in the morning before we both fell asleep in front of the com.
causing me to pon my tuition. LOL! i love chatting with boo, it's damn funny
i think boo was an adorable kid last time. ;)
we chatted about pri school stuff and stuff like that.
haiz, those were the days man.

so woke up at 1pm O:

went to vivo :D
Met L first and we went to eat mussel guys :D
watched IP man2 with ah vin, pq and L.
haha we super sia, damn in front. my neck is killing me ok! HAHA
but we were quite noisy i think :P
too bad.
Kelvin super funny, he jio girl everyone need help him think of pressie.
then shop shop walk walk buy buy then byebye. LOL.
yea homed :D

2010-05-07T01:29:00.000+08:00

You know those days when u just feel like crying and screaming at the top of your voice, hoping everything will be better?

Yea, today is one of those days.

2010-05-05T21:04:00.001+08:00

My life in ruins
Everyone should take the time for a coffee

ok, i got sacked from Bridge over a phone call, how lovely huh?
Because i decided to pon today's bridge ):
ok, i was stupid, yes i know. LOL, cause i wanted to watch movie with boo and L who i didnt meet in a long long long long time. LOL, ok lah, actually only L cause Boo i meet every sunday.
Yeap, then i ponned cause SOMEONE (namely L) told me the movie was at 415. then in the end the movie was at 7!
See lah! idk how he become function head in his class one, sibei sia suay. ok lah, at least he got the day right.
was suppose to watch shutter island. but in the end no ticks, so we watched , My life in ruins!
which aptly describes my life right now - in ruins.

aiya, heck lah, it was more worth it to go out with my friends.
plus it wasnt such a crappy movie, I thought i was gonna be some lame show. It was actually nice. (: humour, sick humour and of course, the cliche moments.
The show is actually quite meaningful cause it relates to all sorts of audience i guess?
The tired, the one left behind, the angry, the bored and even the one with Hansdorf syndrome.

this shows kinda remind me of the room with a view.
the tour guide being Lucy and the bus driver being George emerson.
(Y) it was real nice.
haha, L and boo were suaning each other as usual.
L suaning ____'s friend and Boo suaning L's friend.
HAHA, i saw the picture le. O.o
yea i miss them loads, L has become much more body kong (Y)
i feel like a little kid walking beside them cause their damn tall! I almost forgot how it feels walking with 9 overpeople who are significantly taller and muscular than you. Yea, i like the over-towering feeling. (:

do your work kelvin!

How do you plan life?
You're looking for obstacles rather than looking for magic.

2010-05-04T22:10:00.002+08:00

Trust
People ask how hard is it to trust
Well, how hard is it to not let people down?

Haha, Anthoneh's PI is some golden PI lah.
LOL! go through4 people before handing up to mr glascow.
He did his PI, the jiaxian had to download it from internet cause msn and hotmail is screwing me. then i edit le, still need print. damn zai right (Y) LOL.

thanks jiaxian anyway!
bro is the only one who knows / guessed my password.
LOL and i miss him loads. i always remember those days when i get so angry with him that I'll go crazy. but then when people ask me if i really hate him, no matter how furious i was, I'll always say, "I still love him loads as a bro".
Hahaha, countless time i'll go crazy because of what he does. LOL, but he seems to have grown up now (Y) (: proud of ya bro.

anyway........... IP MAN ON SATURDAY WITH HUBBY AH VIN :D anyone wanna join?! :D
LOL, i'm damn screwed i never study for history test! (: yipppeee, tml then study lah. = die le

"Excuse me, Mr Benedict, but how can it possibly be a blessing to know that people are untrustworthy?"

Mr Benedict looked at Reynie askance. "Rather than answer that, allow me to call attention to the assumption you're making - the assumption that most people are trustworthy."

2010-05-03T18:08:00.002+08:00

Yang
puck puck, quack quack then mehmeh?

Hahaha, I'm so evil, cause I take joy in the misery of my best friend's :D
WAHAHA. Sorry bestie to tease u even when ur emo, u know i still love you right? LOL, and apparently I'm not the only one. HAHAHAHAHA! ok, sorry. ;)
anyways, today had jingyi theyall come over and study Hmmm?
yea didnt accomplish anything actually cause of the new starhub TV thing and we have much more channels... hence, TV MORE IMPT! :D:D:D

ok school's starting tml, SIAN.

2010-05-02T03:36:00.003+08:00

4am
In the morning, zzz.

Well anyways, today was a really not productive day.
was helping boo with his super cheem poa homework lah.
LOL, he was damn funny, he tried sending me his work thru MSN a few times and it couldnt work even after he renamed his file "please work!"
So he sent me a mail instead

damn funny, i saw the subject then i was thinking , haiz, "typical boo!"
It's so him to name the email "I'm counting everything on mail, please make it work. God bless me"
LOL, and i think cannot see, but he named the file 'LAST FING TRY'

yeaaaa, i finish my story book le, but not my lit book, plus my story book is twice the length of my lit book :/ and i finished it in 2 days.
ahhhh, well, lit hates me i hate lit. LOL.
Maybe i shud do what i did in sec 4 when i keep saying I'm a potential A1 student for poa/amaths/chem. ok, i shall say i'm a potential a1 student for lit! :D
Hmmm :/ doesnt sound all that convincing right. oh well.

Oh yes, and u guys cant scold me for always scolding ur "shutup lah damnit" when ur try waking me up cause my sleeping position says "You are usually experiencing stress."

yea, just ur luck to have woken me up lah! LOL
Oh yes, and miss wu!
That joke, not funny ok?! i can count ok!
i can count from 1 to 10, after that, i not very confident lah... but i still can count ok!!!!

2010-05-01T14:25:00.001+08:00

hmmm let's try something

2010-05-01T00:08:00.008+08:00

Why?
life is perhaps a knot, a tangle, a blemish in the eternal smoothness.

maybe it takes someone from your past to tell you who you once were.

The time when you looked the world in the face.

When you smiled at the universe without holding anything back.

The time when nothing esle mattered and you had everything to offer and gave it all.

Probably then, you'll finally understand.

Understand what your really angry about.

Understand what actually does matter, what you care about.

What you want not what you need.

What you were,... and what you have become.

What is real and what is fake.

It takes someone who once knew you to pull you back to reality,

to remind you what it means to be genuine and sincere among the superficial.

To look at you with eyes that say "what happened?"

& you reply "life happened"

It takes someone who once knew you before maturity set in, before the flame of idealism died out,
before you became jaded.

“The old problem: things won't fit"
"what things?"
"The things of the universe. It is quite true. They don’t.”
-Mr Emerson
Room with a view

And, like toddlers who are seeing the world for the first time, we take a second look through these already tired eyes and ask "why?"

only this time we don't expect an answer anymore.

Maybe George Emerson isnt the only one who needs to realize that by the side of the everlasting Why there is a Yes—a transitory Yes if you like, but a Yes.

2010-04-30T22:28:00.004+08:00

My prince charming

Carpet is the cutest boy on earth, yes above all you other laogong/hubby/prom date/future husband/girlfriend/darling/fake boyfriend/facebook boyfriend/dar dar/sweetheart.......
wah the list bloody long sia. I a bit flower heart ar.
anyway! today school started at 11 and i woke up at 1050.
so i went to draw the key today cause keren couldnt find her tag, this is the first time i draw key.
AND I LOST THE KEY!
wth right?! I think bro's (jiaxian) lose key disease pass to me lah! The funny thing is that i went to find behind the teachers' table. It's almost instinct. i mean that time our class key (4a1) was there too! LOL, so it seemed a bit instinct ar.

i told bestie theyall that i lost the keys and bestie's rxn was like most of them
"4A1!!!! (Y)"

and the worse thing is CJ is damn anal about keys, its not like ctss u dont return for like 5 years also wont care one lah. even until now class diary still with me :/
Yea, so still couldnt find it, means i super screwed lah ): I'm damn dead.
Nvm, I'll take responsibility and of course the consequence.

Yea, anyways today full 2 hrs PI.
cher say my PI was ok le (:
Yipppeee!
I feel like i'm super lucky in JC or smth. LOL! maybe the bad label gone le thats why.

History lecture, Miss nirandar (sp?) was like 'Miss Annah told me a very shocking thing that day! someone in her class didnt know Dutch East Indies is actually Indonesia!"
*whole class turns and look at me*
*pretends to do my work LOL!*

anyway saw wai wai and yifan outside school then waited for bus tgt.
wah today bus like no fuel or smth damn long before it come.
Then yifan still keep suaning me ): my spelling and my SEA mistakes ):
how i know Myanmar is actually burma?! LOL.
and waiwai still twitted my castro + cassrole mistake ):

Met hubby and Lala at orchard :D damn hungry manxzxz.
ate pepper lunch (Y) yippeee. i love it man (: i love them too of course :D
I love spending time with them.
so went to shop shop (:
Ah vin was our aunty tour guide :X
Yeah, then soon ahvin needed to go meet his friend so we walked a while more before going home (:

cant wait to see ur again!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAOWEI
our dear mr paranormal + BEEMAN!

2010-04-29T23:54:00.003+08:00

爱情亲情友情还是什么血缘关系的
这种分类根本没有意义
我只有圈圈外和圈圈内的分别
在我圈圈外的人，我一律无视
就算他死在我面前，我也会很没有良心的袖手旁观
但在我圈圈里的就算是一片树叶一颗石头
甚至是不爱我的人
为了救他我都会无条件接受
-种谋

2010-04-29T22:05:00.003+08:00

Just once
even if i just get lost in another reality for just a minute.

Yea, now that Kelvin said it, i feel like my blog is really getting emo-er by every post.
Haiz, must be lit. neh minds, i shall use lit to sum up what I'm feeling now.

a year back, we had to write about our experience in ctss, and naturally i applied what ong taught last time about the synonyms for shit which is (stool manure feces pool dung turd)
and came up with a flattering poem (in my opinion) about the school.

CTSS:
my life used to feel like stools, till a flower was planted on it by the school.
now this turd is nice smelling, it's true, what I'm telling
What school would nurture feces, other than a school of this species

so of course now must upgrade right when come JC
and the theme is still shit!

My CJC life
everyday reach school tired then face cui like some sai
summore monday end at five still must wear tie
H1 maths learn before but my results still kana sai
until now, still trying to understand dx over dy
Chinese wok dont dare eat cos scared lao sai.
Western food queue so long, dont need even try
After literature lecture sure emo until lau bak sai
Everyone finding rape scene and strawberries find until cock eye.
history notes thick thick, pay until my mother chua sai.
Study so long, i rather u just hand me over to the kempetai
How to stay awake in econs lecture? I really buay sai.
sit back row, aircon not working, wah really can cry
GP essay,anyhow bomb crap ar? Can, I super Eh Sai
but results out, cher give u one big S which stands for kana Sai.
Chinese cher damn powderful, everyday just want me to die
scold until so bloody long but still dunno she gong simi sai
Then still got stupid project work, first thing already bomb u with PI
make me do until so late until i panda eye.
want to pon school, MC still must go doctor there buy.
give PE teacher le, he look at u then he do his 'mr Chong sigh'.
but then if i dont pass, next year must come back j1 for another try.
I dont know why lah, but my JC life really ar, jin zui sai.

ok lah I know freaking bo liao
just felt like doing something randomly nonsense.

was helping boo with his poly homework.
damn funny, it's i think a course on how to use excel and poor boo i think have been trying for hours. (i seriously think those hours include msn-ing and fb-ing)
but anyhooooo, it's completed :D
waakaka. boo is damn funny.
everyone knows in 4A1 lingo boo = slow.
so... boo was trying to explain to me what he needed to delete. so he drew some pics on msn (that seriously dont look anything like barcharts!)
Haha, and there's always some lag time when slow and blur try to communicate right, so he decided to send me the file.
*file sent*
Pee: eh, wait ar, I still opening the file, my excel a bit you ar.
Boo: Mine microsoft 2007 ^^ whose the slow one now
Pee: mine 2010 LOL!
Boo: Omg! got 2010 one meh?!
Pee: Yea! whose STILL the slow one now?!
Boo: tmd. pw sometimes your such an ass
Pee: Hahaha. YEA! I KNOW!

tomorrow meeting Hubby after school (Y) Hahaha. hang in there man ah vin, one more day! (: We (three of us) support you manxzxz. ^^
I really hope none of the A1-ers retain in JC man. you guys are damn smart dont waste it!
esp bestie! topping bob lah. LOL, i still think bob is super cute.
xiao di was damn cute today (Y) I'm glad his not gonna retain in sec 2! LOL!
made me worry about him man.,
Eh! SAMMIE! where's our ECP outing?!

Haiz, I'm feeling so, Bleah :P
I wonder if it's really because of PMS (no, not philippines malaya Siam)
but i doubt so seriously. and i spent lotsa time at united square shopping for kids' pressies (:
i cant wait to meet them and pass it to them, i love them loads manxzxz.

I cant believe I've resorted to such way to escape from reality. but i dont mind (Y)
I'm enjoying the story actually LOL.
things are really starting to get worrying, but then I have to remember that i cant waste my energy on people who dont matter that much to me. i know it sounds mean. but then i have to be available for the people i love when they need me right?

school starts at 11 tml :D
HAHA, good luck to all the sec 4/5s whose taking mock exams tml and of course my cutest juniors whose taking mid years chinese exam (look in disgust)
Yeap, love y'alllll :D

2010-04-27T23:25:00.002+08:00

Tell me
dicami che cosa danneggia

Today is some day man.
I mean, quite tiring and idk why either.
It's either that life is getting more and more cruel, or it's been like that all along, just that i havent noticed? well, of course not for me. my life is alright i guess. Just like every singapore kid trying to survive in the weird education system + my life is getting more and more boring. I used to live an exciting life i think with weird happenings. now everyday is more or less... hmm-ish?

I dont know if it's His way of doing things but,... it's getting more and more. 0.o ish.
I wonder if this is what every adult cope with from day to day. if they encounter these kind of things so often. Sometimes dang dang prepare me for whats coming and how people become. but no matter how much preparation, no matter how much ur mentally prepared, u'll never come to terms with it.It's the type of O: feeling. like knowing the innocent and blur junior you've been training for 4 years was actually attached all along! (LOL!) Idk if it's stupid of me to care so much, but then again how could u not right?

right?

every week something new surprises me, and it's no more a surprise.
like the famous saying goes, when u hit rock bottom the only way u can go is up.
similarly, when u reach the peak, the only way u can go is down.
i wonder if smiles do last, or do they just fade. maybe thats why adults rarely smile.
It's either because they know smiles are too precious. or it's because they've really forgetten how to. Idk if one day smiling will just become the thing of the past in my life.

Knowing what i know today make me rethink everything again.
HAve i missed something everyone else spotted?
Or is everyone just expecting something that have never crossed my mind before?

today 3 major things happened in my life. or rather their lives.
smiles always seem to be less cheerful over the years. i wonder why.
probably when ur old and gray-haired (well, i am now, but i'm not old yet) with the wrinkle on ur face which prove that u have a million years of life experience, ur smile would have already been reduced to just being a straight line.
and maybe just beside u will be your idealistic grand daughter/son that's beaming at the camera.

is that why fahy rarely smiles?

why is it everytime I decide on something,
something else will come up to change my mind?

And everytime i try to walk away, You pull me back again.
and i ask why?
well, their counting on you

2010-04-26T20:28:00.002+08:00

Reality
what's yours?

Hohoho :D I like books and shows that really connect to its audience.
(Y) recently, i've come across a book and a show :D
LOL, watched ko3 and my friend said i was like sun quan. ok, the most obv resemblance is that we're both deaf and weird. LOL
And then i recently got this book from kino, its a kid's book actually but i bought it :D
wahahaha! it's damn nice! i love it manxzxz.

ok my neck is totally killing me. :P
and on a more random note. i need to go toilet man ):

2010-04-25T21:24:00.003+08:00

Bag
huh? back? -ten fingers-

LOL. baby brother has grown up (Y)
after service i smelt popcorn then i was like telling ock 'eh, i smell popcorn, i feel like eating popcorn.'
then suddenly he disappear, everyone was finding for him then he came back with two bag of popcorn. awwww. LOL.
thanks baby bro :D

Hahaha, anyways today churchedddd. :D
hahaha great sermon as usual. :/ i didnt do what i want to do though.
shucks.
but overall great day.

ok here's a picture that'll make your day.
hubby wearing my CJ skirt ... sexy ^^

2010-04-25T11:40:00.002+08:00

watched the forayeone mischief file just now. so awesome. just brings all
the memories back. everything was as though it just happened yesterday. i can't
accept the fact that we're really parting each other so soon. i think i will
breakdown. i'm just going to conf call peiwei and some others and cry together,
telling each other how the new school sucks and how our new class is SO NOT fun
like forayeone.shouldn't expect much from my new class. forayeone is like, epic.
epitome? never really knew how to use that word.
-Sammie
http://f-aded.livejournal.com/

LOL went to sammie's blog cause it's been like a week since i read her blog.
Kekeke. and i saw this!
awwww, sam u can always call me to moan and groan.LOL
Sammie is uber sweet, she's buying me this surprise soft toy, which idk what it is.
But i'm gonna bring it to school :D oh yea, I need a new bagggg!
and my shoulders hurt ttm!

2010-04-24T18:51:00.000+08:00

2010-04-24T02:01:00.003+08:00

Weets! new blogskin!
after I think about a year. I havent changed my blogskin since a year ago.
HAHA i grew tired of the grey background and decided to change it to white since it seems less gloomy.

Hehehe, and my profile.
i think i change my profile for the first time in like... 1-2 years or something. (Y) weets.
accomplishments.

and my archives! walao, blogger eat my posts. so bo bian must use weekly format or else some post will go missing.
so i was playing around with the archives and i miss the old times so much-y manxzxzxz.
even though we had bad grammer (and i still do) and weird vocab, but no one was that fake.
the minority now have become the majority, but it's kinda cool seeing how far we've come though.

the little boy who sat in fron of me in sec 2, to the now big and strong boo.
the boy i had to push up the hill in camp to my tanned and stronger bro.
the boy who stole my erasers to a really strong tanker.
the guy i hardly knew across the hallway to my best friend.
the guy who guai lan-ed mdm ang MK to my tall and strong hubby.
the girl who played noob maple story characters to my telepathic sister, teamate and life-long friend.
the girl who led with me a gryphon team to now an aspiring business woman
the girl who i hated from the other class to my secret life
the boy who threw staple bullets at us to a guy with no side burns
the boy who came to school with goggle-like specs to one of my closest friends i can count on
the little irritating boy who wouldnt tell the facil his name to my tall (still irritating) baby brother
the other irritating boy from the other class to a stronger volleyballer still AAA-ing
the ang moh boy who ps-ed us for every meeting when he was the leader to a BAMMER
the boy who i always mixed up with zhi hao to mr paranormal
the girl who was so blur to a girl whose even more blur
.
.
.
I could go on and on.

The class that i thought i would hate, to a class that i love (Y)

Hahaha, yeaaapppooooo, taiiiiwaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

2010-04-23T21:40:00.004+08:00

welcome2Taiwan
i know the story of david and goliath... but...

LOL, hilarious.
i love my bestie lah! (Y) his the best! and of course my hubby ah vin (the aunty!)
anyways, today was looking forward to after school!
i almost fell asleep in every lesson! O: yea, and during maths, some new classmate from my school said he wanted to fight with weiyang. 0.o and asked me to ask weiyang come down to CJ.
wah, first time i hear people wanna fight with someone else ask other people come down one. (Y) it's like some new age ah beng or smth.O.o and summore the guy never differentiate green red soap white (translate into chinese) then anyhow malign my bestie. wth... -.- some people just too free. When ock heard about it, he drew this aritistic impression

Discussing about all the weird fights now. Damn funny!
Weiyang: wah he weird lah wanna whack these kinda neighbourhood school ppl
Pee: aiya, just bring like 5 guys can le lah
weiyang: just bring L, Boo, Vin, him and jx can le, just tower him.
Pee: why not bring kahken
weiyang was like: BRING KAH KEN TO A GANGFIGHT, its like you bring ruler to a gunfight la. not a knife, A RULER. its like leowjx a bit knife alr, L and boo of cos body kong got use. kah ken is wah, he bring his file go there?!
OCK: he can use skipping rope and L strike!
Weiyang:aiya, just ask teck joo
Pee: walao just guailan him lah, tell him u call junior come fight him.
Pee: ask zhi hao go lah!
Teddy: zhi hao go there do what sia! touch random girl brastrap?

I LOL-ed for minutes on that one!

Hahaha, anyway, if they really do fight. i wanna see man. i can just imagine the guys fighting lah. tsk, but still. we're now supposedly matured adults... so... AIYA HECK LAH!

anyways after school rushed down to ccab to meet hubby ah vin. LOL! damn sadded... i came down one stop earlier and had to walk ):
haha, AAAA met us later. :D hahaha, he was damn late althou he told me he'll reach in 10 mins. luckily ah vin came out to find me or else i'll be super lost.
anyway today was my first volley match. damn interesting! i cant wait to see AAAA and ah vin play! :D :D :D It'll be so cool man!
Haha, finally got to meet bob! he's damn cute! Hahaha! anyway pioneer lost ): but i think they played really well lah! they're damn cool!

Lala ps-ed us ): hahaha, so AAAA, ah vin and I went to eat at the prata shop there. omymama, idk we change how many tables before we settle down.
and the place was so... zzzz. yea.
yeappo, ah vin eat le his stomach a bit...
yea so ate and chatted (Y) omgosh, i miss them so much lah!
althou he say i shud be feeding three people, but still... coudnt finish that prata. and after forcing myself to eat it for so long... genglin said "eh, can i bam?" then i was like, walao! make me eat so long then now then tell me wanna bam!

after that AAAA went home and ah vin pei-ed me to taka to buy book! :D:D:D
It's st jodi day or smth, so we got roses! awesome :D
YAY! hahaha! so spent like damn long locating the book on the shelf! and there was one book left only! walao, it is damn tyco. damn cool lah! yeappo, so paid for the book and went to taka dept store to get ah vin's AAAA singlet. walao, the colour he buy hor, run on the road sure wont kana langa by car one lah.
oh yea, i must tell u how auntie ah vin is lah, he has a taka card!!!!!!
hahahahah! yeap, in the end i still put it in my blog. Kekeke.

2010-04-22T22:13:00.002+08:00

Lean on me

It's days like these i feel like calling you up and cry.

& after so long we still lean on each other and rely on one another to make it through.

maybe that's true friendship.

Hahaha, ah vin, tml will be great :D cant wait to meet u and go for our 'date' O.o

Thanks OCK, Sam and ah vin :D

i love you guys ttm

2010-04-22T15:38:00.002+08:00

Gosh, i miss people who always are genuinely happy for me when i'm happy and sad for when i emo.
someone to celebrate when ur glad and someone to cry with when ur sad.
I cant stand all this superficiality, it's like everyone is a charlotte bartlett.
): Rachie i miss u manxzxzxz, sam tooooo and ktyx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeap, anyways, today has some talk by the C kular smth smth. his a funny guy.
It was hot like kferbfejfbe in the morning. omgosh! can just die.
anyways, i'm damn surprised that i got like...14.5 for history O:
Like shocked cause i didnt really study for it. i just base on what cher said in class.
and now my class thinks i'm a closet mugger :/
please lah, if i study, i'll say i study.
i'm secure enough to tell u if i studied lah please, i dont need to hide the fact that i study like a certain someone i know.
And if i really did study, dont u think i will report this once-in-a-blue-moon kind of incident in my facebook, blog and everywhere. And it's not as if i dunno ur attituide lah, so, i told u, u didnt listen, then u blame me. -.- hmmm? weirdo.
i cant stand ur push-to-everyone-else attituide. gah! whats ur prob lah pls.
and it's not as if i'm those if u ask me i wont tell u kind of person. If u didnt ask me how can u blame me.

sheesh,
some people just cant grow up

2010-04-21T23:21:00.003+08:00

Identity crisis

LOL, anyways, i found my long lost mum today! LOL EDLYN!
she's rachie's friend! HAHA
totally cool, and rachie is a pigu man! she say my hair grey, brown, black, white. wah liddat i open paint shop lah!

HAHA, anyways, yeaaaap...........
revive my love for ko3anguo.
remind me of the time we used to chiong ko3 like crap before Os.
HAHA, and how i pon school just to watch it.
and how rach and i would talk on the phone for hours about it when we called all for a different reason.
i miss pigu1 ttm.
but our telepathy still there cos we almost typed the exact same status cos we were thinking about the same hting. rachie hohohohohho i miss u manxzxz!

hope ur reading this lah, i wonder how many silent readers still stalk my blog.

anyway today PE was great cause I was a slacker, frisbee!
hehe, i was the watchdog, but althou my group was the only one that had 4 ppl and other grps all have 5, we were the overall winners. thanks to the other 3 of cos. i was just a camper and ambush-er. LOL.

oh yea, and my lit score went up by 3 grades!
hahaha!
so means i passed every sub, except... MATHS> and it's at a h1 level!
LOL! yea, awesome huh. i know right.
even in JC still failing miserably in maths.
LOL i got a subpass, yea, so it's like...
i only dont have the two exetremes, then i have the full set.

BCCDES, cool hor.
Chinese - B
General paper - C
Litreture - C
Econs - D
History - E
Maths - S

LOL, this is like my sec school report card lah, chinese highest then english, then some hm subject next (poa) then some non related subj (emaths) then history then... always last one... maths. haha at least no science this time.

2010-04-20T15:59:00.012+08:00

REPLAY
Tuesday & thursday

Yea. here's the photos for last tuesday and thursday :D

THURSDAY

That's rachie and I zi lian-ing in coach's car. i mean, 1 hr stuck in jam sia!
What else can we do right?!
And if u look closely, Heeleng is behind :D HAHAHA.

Yea, coach's van make us feel like we're being kidnapped LOL.
It's damn awesome :D i love coach man, miss him ttm ):
oh yea, so we went to watch RV vs SA. and RV won!!!! YAY!

not that surprising actually, quite a boring match cos RV was owning.
Good work guys :D

TUESDAY

That's my dar dar fangtian climbing on top of me. LOL
I come back once in a blue moon then she liddat bully me ):

That's her forcing me to carry her around the school!!! see that stupid number 6.
HAHAHA! i just realised fangtian and my number is 69 when put tgt.

Then later she wanted to race with heeleng and rach, so who suffer ): ME!
LOL, summore make me unglam lah, striking green
I love this adorable junior! and being the bo liao basketballers we are,
we were fighting on facebook about whose the strongest pair.
We have some weird incest relationship going around man. LOL, rach and heeleng both my sisters, but heeleng and rach is mother and daughter and darling relationship O.o
Complicated ttm man

So the other team arrived with many many people and we only had six :/
Hmmm?! anyway did warm-ups.

I have no idea wth i am doing in this photo, it's like I'm stoning while everyone warms up.

This is the evidence of a slack senior.
Obviously I'm the number 9 standing below the net and passing balls only while the others do continuous lay-ups :P
I'm sucha slacker :/ oh well.

So prepared for the lining up to shake hands and exchange souvenir O.o
HAHA

Oh, i dont care if i sound like a pedo,
BUT NUMBER 20 IS ADORABLE TTM!
& the match starts!

wooohooo i love rach's face here (Y) classic plymaker screaming face.
>:O Best! fierce.

Defence! *clap clap* Defence!

woah-ho ho ho ho ho rui xia! LOL.
HAHA, yea that's her doing the lay up.
From this pic, u can see the faith we have in her.
do u see heeleng or I around, that's cos we're in back court, since we know she's like a 100% in one lah.
ok, maybe it shows more than our faith in her, it shows how slack we are.
but hey, we know it's gonna go in anyway (Y)
cos it's reh reh reh RACHEL!

Sad to say, this is one of my fouls ):
HAHA! i didnt mean to reject her ball ): LOL!
yea, but this photo is followed by this photo...

Cause free throw, aiya, but it was ok since neh in. HAHAHAH! I LIKE LALA'S ASS IN THIS PHOTO! SUPER LOL
U should go facebook and see the story lala wrote on this photo.
It's SUPER LAME! dunno why suddenly got tree one.

The guys coach teaching us 'plays' HAHA, from the look on everyone face, i have no idea what their thinking, but i know what i was thinking at that time.
*imagines*
Peiwei: ok, look serious, cause i have no idea what his talking about.
Heeleng: what? what what? i damn tired lah, heck what his talking about later play 131 can le
Fangtian: O.o eh, same play as coach one anot ar? i want water! water!
Lala: I hope the others are listening, cause I'm not!
Rachel: walao, eh why i not in the photo!

I have no idea who took this photo of such a shiny and unglam me :/
Sweaty TTM!

After the match,
HAHA! see that bottle I'm taking? I think it was suppose to be for the opponents :/ ooops.
A VERY SHINY US :D

2010-04-18T23:30:00.001+08:00

I always wish that I knew what to say

2010-04-18T02:51:00.003+08:00

how are u suppose to react when someone who ur not that close to pass away?
O.O ur not sad, but at the same time, u still feel the, huh.
Not the Peiwei kinda huh? but the, huh. :/
oh well.

Yeah, i told u every week i get some kind of shock lah.
is it just that I'm getting less sheltered , or are shocking stuff just happening more frequently nowadays?
Maybe it's another phase. i mean 16 years old is probably the FML stage
then 17 years old is prob the, FEL or smth.
Yea, i guess soooo.

but still.

2010-04-18T02:43:00.000+08:00

She chose to walk alone
Though others wondered why
Refused to look before her,
Kept eyes cast upwards,
Towards the sky.

She didn't have companions
No need for earthly things.
Only wanted freedom,
From what she felt were
Puppet strings.

She longed to be a bird. That she might fly away.
She pitied every blade of grass
For planted they would stay.

She longed to be a flame,
That brightly danced alone.
Felt jealous of the steam
That made the air its only home.

Some say she wished too hard.
Some say she wished too long.
But we awoke one autumn day
To find that she was gone.

The trees, they say stood witness.
The sky refused to tell.
But someone who had seen it said
The story played out well.

She spread her arms out wide.
Breathed in the break of dawn.
She just let go of all she held...

And then she was gone.

2010-04-16T00:56:00.000+08:00

2010

CTSS 30th anniversary + Speech day

hahah, the photo is so cute.

*gathers everyone*

P: eh, why am i the only girl standing behind

Everyone else: cause ur back in ctss and ur one of the brothers :D

and hence, i'm in the back row :( pouts.

haha, cannot see the ah vin hand, he used my shoulder as arm rest,

stupid hubby make me feel super short lah! idk how can i be his wifey and brother at the same time. O.o Hahaha, oh yea, i'm pregnant with his long fong tai.

because i from catholic JC, and catholic cannot abort, lame right?! yea i also know.

-blame lala-

I just realised, WHY ISNT LALA IN THE PHOTO?!

she's pratically part of 4a1 le!

KELVIN MADE ME CAB DOWN AT 4 TO WAIT FOR HIM FOR 40 MINS!

pffft, stupid L! ZzzZzZ :P nvm lah. cant be angry with him for too long lah esp after he got kp-ed by the usher at school. the usher asked lala and i to go to the porch, cause we alumni, then pointed at kelvin and said go to the hall cause he guest or smth. LOL!

Yea, then we met up with the rest and then went to the hall to trap ourselves in some weird speech lah. AAA got award! :D ah vin and bestie stood up and clapped like fdbef when he went on stage. oh man, if it werent speech day i can just imagine what the whole class will do.

*whole class stand, do the A sign and shout "AAAAA!" *

yea, AAA got best sportsman of the year award :D

LOL, we werent allowed to leave the hall, but as usual L was damn hungry

so he was like "eh pee, u tao (head), u dont stand, no one will dare to stand. u stand, everyone will one by one walk out of the hall"

then i left lah, then one by one slip out of the hall. LOL, sorry ar Mr. ET.

idiot, stupid kelvin keep asking me walk cause he say ppl will follow, after that he developed a better way to get ppl to move, BY CLAPPING. wow! Kelvin's smartness amazes me (:

LOL. yea, then we went to sumo house to eat, and that lady was being such a rjkfe

sean met us later there and then after eating dinner we slacked at Jx's house.

mahjong :D Bridge :D and other weird games lah.

Yea, super miss our class.

Visiting the school again feels so different, it feels super different when ur a student and walking along the corridors of the school and when ur an alumni walking through those same paths. It's like, u can go back to the place again, but u'll never feel the same way that u did last time.

but somethings just never change, like how teachers want to kill our class for being noisy and rowdy.

2010-04-13T22:30:00.003+08:00

27-13
Basketball in CTSS

YAYYYY! today is a happy day cause we won the basketball match!
YEA! we won the match...
too bad jiao lian not there to see ): i think he'll be super happy!
i miss him ttm.

today ponned school :X it's all the doings of Heeleng.
Hahaha, so afternoon woke up and went to Clementi Mac to eat and meet heeleng (Y)
LOL two 'sick' ppl eating mac. hmmm?

Then later we went to ctss.
met a lot of juniors. :D woah i love them ttm. their adorablest!
Helped heeleng do her whole essay! TSK! HEELENG ARRRR~ no lah, but i love her ttm!
summore i do hor, she keep saying "FASTER! FASTER!"
she think i horse ar. LOL! yeaaa, then yehidaah say if i dont train, i'll be fat again.

Fong also suan me fat when i go find her, she say all my muscles turn to fats le
and Lala and i fake her say me and bestie dating (Y) LOL!
and she gave us M&Ms. :D say i fat then gimme M&Ms.
LOL, laughed about the times when i bully her (Y) i remember then i was damn pissed, but now looking back is damn funny. and she thinks so too. LOL. lala was like, wah i didnt know u so evil one, anyhow scold ppl.
and keng fang tian bullied me by making me piggy back her around the school and up and down.

HAha, anyway! played match :D
wah when they came, i was like O.o WTMarshmallows!
we 5 ppl nia, they bloody 15. HAHA, then the coach was like 'eh ur can call more ppl now?'
LOL! they all damn chio lah, foreigner jiu shi foreighner.
LOL, so lala played for us also, which made us 6 ppl O.o haha, but our main 5/6 was there so, it's like, ok lah. it's easiest to play with ppl who u norm play with, just that they can sub ppl in and out like changing underwear but we have to play full lah.

they looked so pro and chio i thought we were gonna get thrashed like yesterday's garbage.

jump ball was... damn long neh jump ball le lah. it was a failure, but our team still got it.
HAHA! damn shiok, keep rejecting ppl ball, then keep getting fouled although i swear i didnt hit them :/ hahha, everyone thought i was gonna foul out, but i smart :D HAHA after a few i wait until they shoot le then kup the ball (: which was DAMN SHIOK!
Heeleng was just saying it's so scary with so many ppl watching. LOL. I THINK SO TOO. stress!
she said when everytime i reject the ball and the whole hall go like "WOAH!" really loudly, she feel like smiling but she dont hve the strength.
She drama lah, yesterday say cannot make it... then now dont have the strength.
but its true, damn long never train no stamina and strength. (ESP after carrying KENG FANG TIAN up and down the school!)
i was coughing and running and coughing and running like crap. remind me of the time when we were sick but still force ourselves to play. the feeling - SHIOK.

Teck Joo smsed me saying 'Hey that was a nice match with your mutliple rejects'
then he suaned me on msn say "reject then u say 'oh shit' then u reject again, then u say 'oh shit again' HAHA, but nvm lah, it was damn fun, esp playing with the team again (: miss them loads.

it's like, u finally get to do what u love, with the people you love. the best part is, u dont even need to say anything, and they know. they know where ur gonna run, what ur gonna do, what that little action mean. Where their suppose to go. run left or right. screen on the debit or credit. they know ur every little flaw, where u cant shoot and what type of lay-up you wont in. And the best part is, in the end, we complement each other, making up for each other's shortcomings. then we run side by side towards victory... (or be like heeleng and I, stay behind the half court line... cause we trust rach's layup to go in 100%)

The worse part was... I GOT BLOODY PUNCHED IN THE FACE ): ouch ttm.
and then they didnt want to shake rach and my hands. O.o well two of the girls at least.
i guess must be the girl i keep rejecting the ball of. or... she's just being a kfbernrelngle.
yea nvm, but what type of YOG spirit is this lah. TSK!
anyway, we're not the ones playing YOG anyway.
but their souvenir super nice ok! :D hahaha, ours bloody cheapskate.
kekeke.

after that go doc take MC, thanks rach and heeleng for following me :D

oh yea the photos will be uploaded soon bah
THE RANDOM UNGLAM SNAPSHOTS THAT XXXX TEACHER (idk her name) AND MRS LONG TOOK.

2010-04-12T20:16:00.003+08:00

Lifeline
I want time to rewind and freeze.

Why do we hold on to things so tightly? Even when we know it's time to let go, when everything else tells u to let go. When you know u wanna turn away, yet you go back again and again, not willing to let it fade away and become another thing of the past.
Because, you know how it feels, and you dont wanna lose it.
People only hold on to things cause their afraid that if they let it go, nothing as great as it will come by again.

Maybe it wasnt me clinging on to You, it was You holding on tightly to me.

2010-04-12T01:56:00.000+08:00

Do you know what's worth fighting for,

When it's not worth dying for?

Wakakakaa, Heeleng and I were speaking on MSN,
i love ttm lah, she always seem to make me laugh and chuckle in front of my com like when i talk to the guys and all that. Hahaha, cause of her nonsense.
It's just her.

And she convinced me to pon school. tsk tsk tsk, naughty girl, ask me pon school! LOL!
hahaha, yea tml go get MC together, i feel like a bastard lah, go take MC then play bball :P
nvm, lessons tml are rather... ZzZ it's like double TSL pls
Yea heeleng is uber funny
"为了MC你要冲!"
uber LOL lah she. then she was saying that she wanted to take two day MC
so i was asking her if thats possible.
Peiwei: huh, can get two days MC one meh?
Hee Leng: 'YEA LAH! just say, doctor, i need two days, cause i think i cannot make it le.'

LOL@ i cannot make it le!
damn funny! HAHA, idk why she dont make use of CTSS system lah, afterall all my teachers this year is her cher LOL. Can just sms and pon :D great system ong used last time, but seem like only used it, or i created it and took it for granted or smth :/ either way, compulsory MC sucks ttm.
Cause everyone knows (yea, it's not a secret anymore) that I'm terrified of doctors.
the last time i went, i had no choice, i went , ktyx, rach, jiaxian and i think ali had to accompany me to the doctor. Yea! that bad! LOL, but i got a 4 day MC that time :D shiok ttm.

Yea, so as heeleng said, must chiong for MC. LOL!
YEA!

I realise, the advice you give people, sometimes, you dont heed either.
you especially of all people know that it's the hardest thing to do, yet we still suggest and advise people to do so, maybe cause we know it'll do them good and we want that to at least have the chance to actually try it.
&maybe one day, if we tell enough people, we'll believe it.
& maybe on that day, we realise, it aint that difficult afterall.

And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

2010-04-11T03:35:00.003+08:00

What if
most of the time it is the simple torchlight that has aided more people than the complicated grand chandelier...

Wow, this month is like some april fool's month or something.
Last weekend, got shocked by 4 'awesome' news/info.
This week, Wow, another 2. Hahaha, suddenly life seem to be reminding me of things I used to care about, things i value so much, and things that i hold on to so tightly in the past.
Maybe when it's already 'in you' you cant really run away from it, it's not so much of a calculated decision anymore, but your instinct.
But it really show me who i genuinely care about.

& people ask what if u cant save everyone,
but what if u can?

... Similarly, it is always the pure and genuine words that impact more people than the flowery and superficial ones. words were powerful, but not as powerful as those that flowed right out from the heart.

2010-04-10T02:04:00.000+08:00

Pact
Romeo and Juliet?

I realise, every weekend i get some new shock.
I guess it's the 16/17 year old thing.
15 year olds should treasure their time i think, sucky things happen at 16/17 on the average i realise.
It's true.

Well, mr fahy will disagree with that i guess and say that it is "chance and coincidence" *irish accent* and since we're all living on the blighted star, we are the unfortunate ones (yes, taken from Tess of the D'Uberville) and anything can happen to you anytime of the day, just surviving a mere 24 hours is a blessing. we encouter the risk of dying everyday almost a million times daily. Yea :/ so if u have lived past 1 day, i guess ur damn lucky :D HAHA.

oh yea, the express and NAs are fighting on my facebook wall ):

my post was about the 10 policemen catching the 4 students from CTSS yesterday.

Police really too free.

apparently there was some misinterpretation of someone's comment under the post and that led to an uproar. The NAs we NOT happy at all. and when i came home, like a few hours later, THERE WAS CLOSE TO 200 POSTS!

(damnit, not only police free, people online oso very free)

I think 4a1 sibei suay. always involved in this kind of weird thing

Last time 4C1 call the NTs "stupid" then all the NTs come and find our class cause they thought it was us ):

Then now, this dispute also not really scold us, but is generalised as 'express'

see, the worst thing is, we dont belong in any category. we're being tossed around like a ball.

4A1 is bloody sad class, Express students and teachers/principal and all those discriminate against us and call us a bunch of retainees/animal/delinquents and all that. then other students generalise us under the term 'express' which = arrogant, stuck up, look down on people.

and when u go JC, SAP schools/branded school kids group us under 'neighbourhood school kids'

so it's like a visual cycle, haiz, it's the Darwinian theory, survival of the fittest.

the only problem is whats the criteria of 'the fittest' i guess we'll never know huh.

Yea, anyways, Bestie and I were talking just now. He's seriously the best (:
We were stalking some person's bloggy. wah emo ttm man, but damn interesting, we keep reading and reading and reading and reading. addictive sia.
Eh, bestie remember, all the naughty students urs, all the guai kia students, mine (:

Haha, super funny, he said he'll read my blog everyday in case one day i wanna suicide.
(Y) but cool, got pact, if i suicide, he will suicide with me
i just realised, jialat, if we both die, who help us give the will? O.o
He said we shall be like Romeo and Juliet

Howy says :
wa, so its i act die first, then u die,
then i die also la, just kill me lah.
iBlur PEIWEI I'm a bit me today says:
wait i thought is the girl act die, then the guy really die,
then the girl wake up see the guy die, then kill herself.
Howy says :
really ar? LOL, then u one day post on ur blog
"wa, today test i die already lah"
then i kill myself, then you kill yourself.
ok settle (Y)
iBlur PEIWEI I'm a bit me today says: :
okok! make sure u die ar, later i die le, need to walk to heaven.
i some blur kid, dunno how walk there leh!
Howy says :
aiya
take cab lah!LOL
iBlur PEIWEI I'm a bit me today says: :
Then who pay?! later their GST 500% how?!
Howy says :
aiya make sure L follow you wherever u go can already
cos "money not a problem"
iBlur PEIWEI I'm a bit me today says: :
true, so when i die, you must instantly kill L before u kill urself.
Howy says :
instantly wa, aiya, when bleeding then faster stab him lah!
iBlur PEIWEI I'm a bit me today says: :
no send saville
Howy says :
but L is body kong!
iBlur PEIWEI I'm a bit me today says:
: aiya, but kill L also no use
cant transfer money to us
cause he wont go heaven anyway.

2010-04-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

Nine!

history night!

Had school, ok lah, relatively slack day, since there was only 4 periods
after scholl YiFan wanted me to follow her for dental. O.o
hmmm, ok lor follow lor, she ar, bring me here and there, dunno where sia.
after that mrt-ed and walked to my place to slack :D

watched some videos and yi fan TRIED to do her work at my house. (like thats possible)
then we dinner-ed and went back to school for... history night -.-
ok, so it wasnt that bad, just that we got the back row seats and there was no reception. so that means, cant see a freaking thing and cant send sms-es. double whamy. ):
anothony and ying nam sat on the either side of me (: hhaha, anthony was super funny, he was trying to play yingnam's itouch and beat her score. and he made it look, SUPER wrong.
ok, nvm.

break time we were taking the shi lian pai.
the 1-10 thing. Hahaha, super cute lah.

yea, after that we piled up into anthony's and heleyna's parents car to go serangoon for prata!
heleyna's parents are super cool! (: their so adroable lah their family.
Heleyna's mum was like *offer handshake* " hi, I'm mrs briget, what's your name?" (omgosh, idk how spell her name)
*shake back her hand* Me: "er... I'm peiwei... yea."
Hahaha, i was super lag time.
ok prata was nice and prata uncle dont like kenneth.

Later walked to the serangoon mrt. (:
Thanks nam nam nam nam nam for walking me there (:
nice of u to have waited for me ^^ yea, lurb euux worxzxz aiyo, sibei twit.
yea, anyway we chatted and stuff, yeap, nice to know someone have the same sentiments as me (:

after that homed.

2010-04-07T21:53:00.007+08:00

Ball
The game & the team

HAHA! GP today was damn boring, was stoning and doodling with ying nam nam nam.
LOL. Gp cher was like, what does "NB" stand for? -it's supposed to be some italian word-
ying nam and i at the same time : "Na Bei" LOL.

yea, Pe was great i guess.
played frisbee (: HAHA, no look pass! damn fun :D
stupid ying nam cant seem to throw straight... but after a while it was all good :D
Anthony and Xtine keep smiling at each other from over the classroom cause of the sitting arrangement.

Stupid chinese cher dont like our sitting arrangment. asshole.
she kp us, i kp-ed her the whole period. kp-ing teacher makes me miss L theyall.
LOL, just imagine if they were in CJ and do what they do to lao huang, i dont think TSL is as strong as lao huang. She'll most prob cry or smth. Hahaha.
but its damn fun (Y) ok i'm an asshole, but whatever. I'll repent later.

After school, cabbed to CTSS!
yehidaah called me to scold me! LOL, all tat wee's fault lah!
walao, not my fault also tio mare
then yehidaah was like 'I dont care if it's not u, it's ur batch, so find out who it is and ask them delete.'
hmmm suddenly i become some PI or smth. LOL. aiya, reputation hard to shake off ar.

so tried avoiding her in school, and the team was an asshole!
P: eh, if ur see yehidaah tell me ar, i run far far away!'
Team: ok.
-yehidaah appears at the stairs-
everyone: MDM YEHIDAAH! PEIWEI IS HERE!

So i cabbed to school and met Lala (: YIPEEEEE :D thanks KTYX for coffeeeee!
keep saying my uni like Girlguides
hahahhaa, so waited for rachie to change (Y) so i skipped all the 20 rounds. (: and the running like crap.
trained with the guys (Y) their super cute lah.

Slacked around and saw Choy.
HE IS STILL THE SAME LAH! I MISS HIM LIKE dfihbfkjefne
Awww, i miss choy, esp his side look (:
although he was an ass to me last time, or i percieved him as an ass (:
his still as choy-ish as ever, LOL
i was walking outside the HOD room and i was thinking 'choy come out' then i told ock if choy come out i will say "HI CHOY!" then he really walked out! O:

-aftter all the normal,"where are u now"s and all that-
"so, how's maths now?"
Lala: "mr choy! i got full mark!"
OCK:" i dont like maths lah, very difficult!"
Rach: "ok lah" (i think thats what she said)
Pee" MR CHOY I GOT SUBPASS FOR MATHS LEH! :D:D:D "
Choy "oh what type of maths ur taking?"
Rach"H2"
OCK"H2"
Lala "H2"
Pee "er....H1"
-"hmmm ok" gives me the typical choy arm chieou smile-

collected my cert from the general office. damn funny
the staff suaned me, she was like, eh let me see ur result!
then i let her see lor, then she say, 'WAH SO GOOD! ALL A! eh! why got one E! aiyo! chem e8, so ugly, should have ponned the exam' LOL FML lah
even the staff suan me ):

awwww, yea walked around and stuff,
i miss CTSS (:

and i love my basketball girls and adroable sec ones of 2009 juniors (:
they still remember me and i still remember them (: they were like hi-5ing me and stuff. so cute! (: love them lah

2010-04-06T20:15:00.002+08:00

Butts
and Faris?

HAHAHA!
had much laughs with heleyna today :D
She always makes me laugh like crazy
and i've turned back into the old me, kp-ing cher. but here at least still not so bad, neh kp until like sec 3/4.

HAHA! anyways, cant wait to meet the team tml (:
i love them ttm, ages since i met them lah! O: HAHAH.
(: misss u guys tttttttmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!

talked to heeleng online, she's uber LOL ok.
and ong is super pevertic. TSK.

2010-04-04T02:37:00.003+08:00

This is a commercial for pantene shampoo. hmmmm
that's a bit too touching for a commercial dont u think so?
LOL, anyway watch it, i think it's really nice and suits the song LOL timing and everything. yea. (Y)

Note to God
Charice

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak whats in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away,
For love to overflow
If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end
For peace to mend this world
I'd say, I'd say, I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God
I would say what on my mind
I'd ask for wisdom to let compassion rule this world
Until these times
If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find our way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness in our hearts
And I'd say, I'd say, I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

No, no no no
We can't do this on our own
So

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God

2010-04-03T01:23:00.000+08:00

Ordinary Miracles
You dont need to teach a seed to grow.

Went to church today (:
LOL, janice and chew yan walk super slow ok, that's random.
anyway, yea church-ed today :D
LOL, i think i've got it back really. (:
one step at a time i guess.
you fly, u run... and now I'm learning to walk.
I'm gonna keep the faith and fight the good fight & of cos finish the race. I really feel like i'm trying my best this time.
And i feel good about it, so i guess it's right?

After church i stayed back to watch kunfu panda with the CG :D
went home late and tio gan by mother ): zzz sadded. was damn pissed but then got onto msn and talked to bestie. super LOL.
I like talking to L and howy whenever i'm angry cause they make me smile almost instantly LOL.
plus plus bestie always stand up for me and SAVE me. LOL! even if it means making one more extra enemy. LOL! (Y)

2010-04-02T23:24:00.005+08:00

Silence
And maybe, that's why always yearn for something more.

That's us trying to squeeze into one sofa in my house in the afternoon.
I'm sleeping on hao wei who is sleeping on bestie LOL, poor thing.
and lala's sleeping on me!
Damn funny, at first is like i sleep on bestie then lala sleep on me then suddenly more and more join until damn crowded in the end i slept on the chair HAHA.

ok anyway, yesterday we stayed at jiaxian house (: hahaha, mahjong and the usual 4 kings before i KO-ed. LOL, slept and no one woke me up when my nuggets came ): HAHA.
yea but slept until quite shiok lah. LOL, i rolled into bestie who was sleeping next to me cause ali was taking up too much space!!! LOL, no lah, is cos ah vin take one mattress, then i take one, then bestie take one. then no space for them :P Hahaha.

yea then 7am, boo, L and Sean came back. LOL. they were damn noisy.
and i keep hearing L saying
"eh! disturb peiwei leh! i want see her angry! i want see her go on rampage lah!"
haha, apparently their amused that the only time they see me angry is when i'm sleeping. and they LOVE to see it. idk why. LOL, in the end we played mahjong again.
then we bus-ed to my house (Y)

went swimming and that stupid secuirity guard is an asshole.
Boo was playing with me Jack and... crap whats the girl name? in titanic.
yea lah, but he keep acting drown. cause lala was damn lame.
she almost drown in the JACUZZI in a FLOAT.
wah she best lah, just clap for her.

yea then bathe and ate before nua-ing until the above picture. LOL.

Bestie :\
The feeling is terrible ):
this weekend kana bomb by 3/4 bad news. thats not 3 quarters ok. that's 3-4 bad news.
like about other people one lah, but still. it becomes ur bad news when u care about them.

Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our weakness
And smiles to hide our pain
Everyone has their own battles to fight,
what matters is who your fighting beside.

2010-03-30T17:56:00.002+08:00

NSK
I'm a proud neighbourhood school kid

Well, today school was school i guess?
Chinese teacher was being an ass again. shes such a kjfbebebfke, wah i really buay tahan her, one day i'll just kill her lah. wah i can believe ong and fong who said JC teachers wont care about u anymore. WHERE GOT LAH. she's such a iefbkebfke.

Anyways, today was offended by mr chong cause of what he told Nam nam nam.
anyway mr chong knows mr lim zhe han from CTS.
he made a sweeping statement about neighbourhood school kids which was totally... ZzZ
What an ass! & I'm quite offended actually.
Nvm, ying nam and I are proud neighbourhood school kids :D

hahah then after that had some like econs, which was crappy as usual.
PW was omgosh, quite sian. sat beside anthony and Nam (likin park?!)
Anthony was already ZZZ-ing during the sharing. hahaha, woke him up before mr tan could kill him. LOL, nam and I have the same thinking man. (Y) awesome. wah, i finally found someone who thinks almost alike. and i realised.... we played basketball before... when i was sec 3. O: amazing right?

2010-03-29T17:50:00.002+08:00

Maybe
I'll try, cause, I still do remember

Sunday, churched (:
Hahaha, yeappp,
Pastor preached his last sermon on the 7 churches series. :D
Hahaha, today was about... doors? Hahaha, yea.

Lol, after that Weiling talked with me.
(: thanks weiling

2010-03-27T16:11:00.001+08:00

Friday

Met up with sammie, Ali, lala and PQ.
LOL, sammie said she wanted to bring us eat korean food. so we thought it was some ex place so lala and i prepared some cash cause we were meeting at raffles place. so we're like, gotta be some quite ex one. in the end, sammie made us go all the way to raffles place to eat at... a food court. O.o she's funny ar my sammie.

LOL, then later had to collect some book from janice so went to school to take from her. LOL.
yea, Sav looked so different! He looked so much bigger now! Like a man (Y) hahah proud of Sav, oh i miss him like nuts. it's been like forever since i last talked to him. he doesnt look anything like last time when we were still young and pissing Fong off. LOL. Awww, it's only been a few months lah.

Hahaha, bestie is the best, he offered to carry my heavy bag for 10km walk.
but in the end dunnid cause we ended up slacking at the playground. LOL.
Yeap, it's always good to have a strong bestie (Y) body kong ar!
slacked at the playground till like late and then homed with lala since she was coming over to my house.

we slacked and talk till we orh orh.
then, sat we woke up like 2+ HAHA! pigs, we were suppose to sun tan + study. LOL!
ended up finding all the stuff for the genting trip to do what teddy suggested :D
Yeap ^^

2010-03-22T19:32:00.003+08:00

Depressing
It's like 4a1 P dialogue all over again

Yea, like the title says lah. aiyo, kana sai, first day of school come back nia so much crap le.
depressing day: LitP5 lec bomb us with emo crap (there is no divine plan, the world is bleak, it's a cold world...)
MATHS some surprise CA, sure fail type.
then econs say our class the failures for CA is more than the total of other class.
LitP1 tutorial cher say we're the worst J1 class she's ever seen and prob half our ...class will retain/kick out.
PE cher say we're the worse out of his 8 classes.
first day of school :/

Lit cher: " You do realise that we have only about 8 weeks left to the MYEs and that accounts for 20% of your total Literature grade. On top of that , we have only 2 terms left to promotional exams. If you continue to be a slack Class, I can foresee that half the class would be out of this school, not even retain" - What a nice way to start off term 2

when she was talking about the ideal class, like a non slack class where everyone does things together and be united, i thought of 4a1, i miss them loads, i could just hear sammie in my head saying "we are united what" -that's what she said during P dialogue also during march-

wah FML lah.
i'm damn scared now pls, i dont wanna retain lah.
it's like P dialogue all over again. I dont know where all my guts has gone, but last year during like P dialogue i was like "shit u man, we'll make it" now it's like, ok ur prob right :/
Haiz, everything is so worrying please.
I hate Jc life lah.

2010-03-20T15:42:00.005+08:00

HOMO CLAN
a class full of homos?

We got like some homo war on facebook lah. hahaha, arguing which 'darls' are the best.
ok so here's the couples...

KELVIN AND BOO!

PEIWEI AND LALA (haha, sam is my secret one (: )

Ah vin and Teddy

SEAN AND OCK
ALI and PEIQI

RACHEL AND KTYX

Hao wei and Jiaxian? or... carpet? HAHA,

2010-03-19T15:34:00.000+08:00

Homo clan

keke today went out with TTS :D

bought couple wallet with lala :D hehehe, different colour nia :D

Yippe, she better not lose it this time! make me buy so guniang one. Haha, lady lala.

Helped Heeleng do her summary in the bus. HAHA, slacker sia she!

so they made me travel all the way to clem to eat lunch then go back to town again! ZZZ!

hahaha, then after that met weile for church (:

Doing heeleng's work

classic Peiwei stone face

2010-03-17T01:30:00.000+08:00

WEDNESDAY
run everywhere day

morning woke up and CABBED to meet DQ, only to reach there the EARLIEST cause everyone else was LATE, shud have made them shu zhui lah! pffft. but anyway damn funny i saved cash cause the uncle's net machine spoil :P hehe. yeap. shiok, paid only 4 bucks for the ride.

so walked around, gave DQ their pressies :D hehe, i'm so happy they loved it, i was a little worried.
Yea man went to crystal Jade to eat, then jan jan is totally jealous of me cause i got the AAA of a baby. :P

yeap, went to see the girls dance too. hmmm? i think apple's batch was better though.
joanna lim is still small HAHA. yea, but she's adorable ttm.

after that i went for some survey thingo.
haha damn shiok, they got food one! :D HAHA, yea then summore let us use iphone and got cute guys summore :D hahaha, yea, and get paid 85 bucks! Weets. damn fun :D

then i went KK to find kuan seng, wah KK is freaking retarded, nvm...
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Then homed and then slowly one by one the people came for STAYOVER!
yipppe :D
we played 4 kings, this time was less gross the forfeit (but still gross)
lala and sean kana, DAMN FUN! haha, esp the 2nd round play until like damn few cards. then very scary! HAHA, then sean kana under the new ruling. then have to scissors paper stone then kana smack on his chest. the peiqi and haowei one. PAIN TTM! sia lah, peiqi slap sean's chest got one mark there, then haowei smack sean damn loud, sean just fall onto the floor in pain lah! summore every whack must use STFU pillow. HAHA!
oh yes, and everytime someone gets an 8, the action is sure point middle finger
because : "I like to see Peiwei point middle finger! very funny!" omgosh, and i thought we were already 17 lah.

getting ready the STFU pillow
OK NOW!
pain TTM!

Yea, then ordered mac and stuff like that. soon at 3am we thought we were going to sleep.
everyone off light lie at the living room le, SQUEEZY TTM, haowei had to sleep on top of the couch, like not on the couch ON TOP, like the back reston top. haha, damn funny. in the end 3am+ got a few ppl KO le. left L, ali, Haowei, boo,lala then suddenly left haowei L and I.
haha, damn funny,we talked about relationships.

ok what I've learnt from L is that
I'm the perfect boyfriend material, he thinks that i think too much for the other person.
so i'll never get a boyfriend cause I'm too matured in thinking... hmmm?
and L said: "Pee your like different, I've never seen u as a girl lah, ur like brother!" :\ oh well.
maybe thats one thing i gotta thank esther fong for, if not for her, L and i wouldnt be close.
and and and that i shudnt keep things to myself. hmmm? ok i'll tell them next time when i damn sian. kekeke, irritate them!
And haowei thinks that I'm like the GRAVITY in 4A1, hear the reasoning: cause i'm the one that pull everyone together. ok, i'll take that as a compliment i guess
Yea, then we talk and talk and talk, i love talking to them (: their the best.
I feel super comfortable with them (: well, cant say the same for weiyang who had the fate of feeling my cold legs. kekeke.

awww, but i think somethings that were said was damn sweet, my heart was like *melts*
yea, so according to kelvin i shud care less.
but luckily i didnt, or esle he'll have frozen to death. i woke up in the morning then see boo and L over there shivering like fohflnfle, then i pulled sean's blanket and cover them (sorry sean!) see! if i dont care ur die le!

the next day teddy and ah vin bought breakfast for us! MAC!!! :D hehehe, thanks!!! ah vin damn poor thing, fell down until damn jialat, but he saved the breakfast *My hero*

yeap so ate and then 8 of us left cause some needed to go off first, so we went downstairs to swim :D water rugby with slippers! omgosh, damn jialat pls. I'm at such a disadvantage! Water rugby with guys! i take the slipper just immediately 3 guys come tackle me lah! one person tickle me, one person snatch slipper, one person pull me into the water. and i just realised how strong our guys are! bloody muscular pls! and then when i try to tackle them by jumping like from behind, they just easily fling me off lah! ): pfffft. unfair!
then was like L4d+water rugby, which was funny.
Lala: "help I'm drowning!" -in the jacuzzi!-

it later started to rain and then we went to the jacuzzi and teddy lost his specs! in the main pool, so we spent lotsa time trying to find it, didnt help that it was frameless!
haha, so we were shivering like crazy, so we went to the steambath. :D Yippee.
8 ppl squueze one small room, damn fun ar. i was trying to suck the steam in. :D

went back home ate lunch and lazed around before some went home. left jx,lala, L and boo eat dinner. yeap, sang ktv in my room, which was freaking funny. (Y) i enjoyed myself though no matter how out of tune it was (or ang moh sounding jay chou songs were)

oh yes, and how could i forget!
boo used my facebook and posted on my status: "the pregnancy test was postive! FML? WTF?!"
and then they all were at the same place, take out phone all that comment on the status. LOL!
so the baby is supposed to be ah vin's one. LOL and jiaxian was suppose to be the disappointed boyfriend, sean suppose to be some weird passerby or smth lah! LOl, but it was funny, kinda. UNTIL PEOPLE STARTED BELIVING IT!
i seriously dont get ppl, i look that type that will get pregnant meh?!
zzz, but at least i know who really cares cause some people were really damn sweet. i love friends like that (Y)

HAHA, i feel totally at a disadvantage please?!
First they say i blur then say i brother, then say i'll never get married, then say i perfect boyfriend material, then say i gravity, then say i pregnant, then play some crazy rugby game to kill me, WAH UNFAIR LAH!
oh yes, and darl lala is adopted into 4A1 :D
A little thought (not very little though)
Hahaha, the stayover this time feels somehow different. i dont know why either, prob the talk we had that night?
idk the feeling is so weird, maybe it's just me, but this time i missed them immediately after they left. heck, i missed them when they were still sleeping in my house. it's funny how u can miss people who are just beside you.
and i guess, it's because of the things left unsaid, the things that were common knowledge.
we were talking about 4A1 gatherings, it's like... some fantasy world that u can run away to and hide in, kinda. somewhere u can get away from reality for just a while. Where everyone stabs everyone but everyone still knows and dont mind, cause in the end they'll still be accepted and everything isnt taken so seriously when your with them. you can just forget about everything else and enjoy yourself.
like although they treat me like a brother, i dont mind that much, cause i feel most myself with them (Y)
and everytime you go out there, in the new places, workplaces and all that, and u come back to some gathering, u suddenly feel like u remember who you were. like it's some reality check, reminding you who you actually are. it brings u back down again (yea, like gravity)
PLUS, u can talk with ease, dont need to rephrase everything!

it's funny how we all have beds but we willingly squeeze again and again in the living room with 3 blankets! trying to survive the aircon. i think our class is a damn 'guy' class. when someone wants to do smth sweet for another person, you cant tell them, u have to do secretly. it's damn cute.

yea and L was talking about something like how he didnt like the girl he was with to go clubbing and whatnot. and i suddenly remember the dream i had the night before which freaked me out like crap. I dreamt that my 4A1 friends died. I remember how sad i was, it was like heart-wrenching. Like, immense sorrow, sorta. i remember walking and just seeing them lying there and realising their never gonna be with me ever again, i'll never get to talk to them and have fun with them anymore. and in my dream,i didnt really cry but it felt like i wanted to bawl worse than when iris ng cut my fringe. Yea, and i suddenly realise that if anyone who was sleeping there and then, whoever threw their lives away or actually forget who they once were sorta lose themselves, I'll be damn sad.
and maybe that's cause we've grown so much closer to each other.

probably like what boo said "4A1 family ~" *tweeze*

2010-03-16T17:24:00.005+08:00

History
even leviticus is more comprehendable

damnit. I have a love-hate relationship with history.
It's agonizing, but it's fun at the same time. I mean it's fun to learn but not fun to get tested on. getit? Yea, sorta. but i came to JC to have fun with the subjects right? (gosh i sound like a geek). Yea, as much as i sound like some nerd who studies for fun, i dont ok. i dont expect well to do well either. maybe next time, but not now.

on top of that, there's that stupid lit books we have to read.
I'll get to it... well...soon.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY BESTIE TEDDY!

Hehehe, today is my bestie birthday!!!! :D :D :D
This is the only photo i have with him actually smiling
into the camera, the rest is both of us blur or smth. yea. :D
Yeap, thanks for always being there for me bestie (:

2010-03-15T19:46:00.002+08:00

FML + GMH
make up your mind Monday

today I'm suay like...
I left my house at 10.20 when my school starts at 11am.
I was so early leh.
yea, then i walk walk walk. then at 1050 i reached CJC back door. only to realise... that the back door was locked. wah, damn sian. cause it's not like ctss, back door like less than 50m or so from the front foor. u cant even walk around the school's perimeter's to get to the front door. u have to walk out which is around 1km+ in order to get a cab or walk to the front gate which is like... another 2km. so i from the back gate cab to the front gate.
and the fare is like 4 bucks. if i add another 2 bucks hor, i can just take from home + i only need to leave 5 mins before school starts and still be early. so it's like, i leave so early AND SUMMORE LATE FOR LECTURE. seriously FML.

but my class ar, quite LOL ar. 1/4 of the class late. like got some seriously, half hour late. i was the first late comer. (Y) accomplishment ar.

yea then after that i took bus to far east with yingnam, xtine, marcus and pek. then i went alone to go get something for DQ :D Wakaka, happy. i finally got what i wanted lah, after so long. tsk tsk tsk. yippee, happy.

then when i came out of far east it was raining!
i was stoning at the corner looking at the rain, prepared to chiong across le.then one girl thought i dont dare walk in the rain, then she ask me if i wanna share umbrella, so sweet right?! Awww. what a GMH moment.
yea, then i had to be under the rain for the next two stretch which still equals drench like iukfherkfe.

yea, what a GMH + FML day.
it's like the weather,that's sunny when i'm walking to school and rains like ewihfikw when i'm just walking to the MRT. God must really hate me lah.
anyway finally got to toa poayoah, did some stuffies there and then went home. it was sunny when it was sheltered. but once i got home and needed to walk home, IT RAINED.
ok well at least it proved one thing, CJ's uniform is really waterproof, cause i used to cover myself from the rain. whether it is really fireproof, oh well, we gotta wait for next time. :\

2010-03-14T21:54:00.000+08:00

Just shut up.

2010-03-12T21:19:00.003+08:00

MM
marriage madness

hahahaha, suddenly there's this marriage madness.
ytr ktyx and i were discussing about liang zi qiang.
i think it's wrong of him to do whatever he did, but then since he admits it, i guess it's not that bad. better than those assholes who dont right?
the only irritating thing is guys are coming up saying that its ok to look at girls cause it's normal, and it's normal to have many many flings. like chaging sex partners as much as they change underwear (i hope that change their underwear at least once a week lah)
I mean how could they even say such an irresponsible thing lah. so wives are supposed to not get upset? is that it? if that's the case then why not just allow guys to marry manyn many many concubines or smth lah! haiyo.

anyways, ktyx was sayin that she's looking forward to my wedding. she planned out le. ock is my bestman since his the only guy younger than me! then jiaxian must walk me down the aisle, cos brother. must invite whole 4A1 on separate occassion or else jialat. LOL. she more excited for my wedding than me.
then she said "eh, i wont change my number and i sat can go hor, remmeber."
as if its like some near future thing. then shes like, eh write on Facebook "WHO WANNA ATTEND MY WEDDiNG" everyone will comment.

ktyx say my husband is, looks cold on the outside,but sweet on the inside. like me. so she said, we have to have our wedding in a desert, so not so cold (LAME) so we're gonna have cold kids lah. some family bonding time, all stoning. she singled someone out,she see him so up, she shud marry him instead lah.

then we were saying imagine if all the rumour came true, like last time when we always tease sam and L. then when walking down the aisle, sam will be scolding kel then kel will *think think think then... aiya sua lah.*

OCK's daughter is OCK with long hair. dunno why everyone thinks OCK will get a daughter instead of a son. sexist ar ppl.

so we came up with a game on facebook. damn fun. betting who will get married first.
First on the list for girls so far is Ali, then... guys is... idk who sia. a bit messy ar. 50 bucks is a stake.
oh yeas on a random note, hao wei was super nice to have helped me see all the coms and collect the brochures and send them to my house (Y) i love friends like these.
His view on the marriage matter is damn funny "girl im thinking Khush... her family might have some arranged marriage since birth culture or something"
I LMAO-ED

Love is giving someone the power to destroy you but trusting them not to

2010-03-12T20:15:00.002+08:00

Last
day of the first term

Yippee, it's the last day of the first term :D
weeeeeets. Anywayssss, as i was thinking/saying or whatever-ing.
Shien ling and I finally took on the challenge of walking home from school today.
it's not really long actually, it's almost the same route from ctss, to perhaps... devils?
yea, so it's around that length.the map says it's 2km. but i think it's shorter than that cause we took only 20mins + to walk it. which is actually quite reasonable for a 2km distance oh man, what am i talking about. ok perhaps it was really 2km. dont argue with google.

It's the holidays!
lotsa things to look forward to, lotsa things to do! :D
YAY! looking forward to spending time with my buddies, and of course it's bestie's birthday, kuan seng's bday and ying nam's bday this holis!!! so it's so coooool! yea.... :D:D:D
But on top of that, THERES HOMEWORK ): pfffft,. ok nvm.

anyway today i feel kinda mixed feelings. lotsa things to work out in my mind. ahhhh

2010-03-10T20:16:00.004+08:00

Left
I still think of you,loads

Today i missed Jiaxian like crazy in class,cause i miss someone singing the same tune as me. ):
haiz, Jiaxian is like my bra (der) he gives me the support i need.
hahaha, yea.

Anyways today RAINED. yipppee, like finally.
so its a cold day.
anyways it's super funny. keren is attactched to me for chinese and i'm like blur, so it's like double blur lah.

Lit i got thrown out of class, and then 7 more ppl came out to join me. super funny, cause it's like dejavu.
8 ppl got thrown out, i was the only girl.
Something in my life lah. sec 3 also liddat, sec 4 oso liddat, jialat must break this chain. I'm suppose to be some nerd lah 8-) hahaha.
Kelvin smsed me in cca today, awww, luckily. I was gonna orh orh already lah pls.
haha my new cca is bridge, thank God kel taught me how play before Os, or else i really clueless lah. like forgo my that time the chem revising period to teach me how play bridge. orh, kel its all ur fault i failed my chem :P

yeaappp,
tml damn sian, got this like history CA thing, i think I'm gonna fail or smth lah, HELPPPP!

Today after school i went to my dad's club that is next door to my school like, 3m away from my school. yea. super shiok lah there.
but the only downside is i cant bring friends ):
Yea, so sian right, there like got LAN room, basketball court, food, living room and all that.
and summore NO ONE. so it's like I'm the only person there. yea. that's when i realise that, being rich is not all that cool if u have no friends to share it with. cause the first people i thought of were, omgosh! we can come here and play, then i remember, cannot. then felt 100 times sian-er. imagine a kid running around the club with only the chef, cleaners and all that.

2010-03-05T21:11:00.004+08:00

Kopi
Coffee shop rock

Hehehe, today was a quite slack day, 3 periods nia, since like... got A level thing.
Haha, yeappp! Super cool (: but still tired. yea shall skip all that happen today,
cause today is FRIDAY, yippee = do whatever u want friday.

Bestie weiyang came up witha brilliant plan
4A1 should all teach! no?
We can screw up a school pretty well actually.
you see, all u need is like, someone like JJ as the principal.
I'll teach Chem (e8 teacher teach kids something like, water is h30)
Haowei can teach poa (debit become credit)
Kah ken will take PE (teach how to run streamline)
Kelvin is gonna teach amaths. (probability based on poker)
Rachel will teach physics
weiyang will teach basketball
OCK will teach CE (major moral screw up)
sean will teach CHINESE.
~~lao huang~~ lao du bin (Y)
"我爸爸有两个爸爸"
classic joke of 2009 or something.

plus 4A1 so many people, everyone sure got role one.
awesome right?
we planned to teach CCSS, but then again, why when we can set up our own right?

OCK was saying how violent 4a1 is, i gotta agree, we are.
even me,
i mean 9 girls in our class nia, we gotta learn how to be rough too right?
ock and i had the same experience, pushing people and people like, thinking we're violent. o.o

yeap, anyways i'm super tired, i'm gonna crash, nights people.
With lotsa love, Peiwei (& i mean it)

2010-03-03T20:17:00.003+08:00

Top 20
cross country

what a tiring day. LOL.
morning was ridiculous chinese yet again. she's one of the most ridiculous teachers EVER.
I realise theres always an irritating teacher in my life, why why why.
ever since like... sec2 i think. or issit just me, probably just me lah. hahaha, but whatever.

PE was slack ttm.
Ariel is super cute.
Mr chong was like 'u know how to write siao?' then he pretend take pen wanna write on shienling head.
then ariel stood in front of her and said 'can u dont bully my friend' like real fiercely.
then had history lecture which we were all ZZ-ing already.

after that 12 ppl came over to my house before cross country.
anthony, pek hua , ying nam and I went to play basketball, shiok.
damn long touch ball le. hahaha. anthony was feeling super guilty cause he made my hand bleed. long nails guy. haha, but it was an accident, so whatever. haha.
the rest of them went to eat and stuff then we cabbed to mac ritchie. yeapppie.
3 cabs, luckily.

reached there and WALKED the whole mass run.
ying nam and I were the first ppl in our class cause the whole class walk together then we were at the front. LOL. (Y)
yeap, tired and gonna die. nights people

2010-03-02T19:37:00.003+08:00

MILK
coffee and tv

Wakaka, back at school today, yesterday ponned school.
LOL. anyways, first lesson was SD, oh God, three hours of listening to my irritating and ridiculous chinese teacher. I feel like bring the STFU pillow to school and stuff it in her face lah. damnit.
during the lesson, she seriously asked me if i was planning to transfer to poly.
-POINTS AT ME- and ask straight in my face' 你有没有apply去poly'
she just hates me lah.
I ♥ CJ teachers. Last week one cher ask me if i am a retainee, today another cher seriously asked me if i planning to transfer to poly. Well, better than fong who said even ITE dont want me :\

then PW and econs lec wasnt that bad i guess, it was ok.
double mother tongue was agonizing....
thennnnnn,..... last period was... HISTORY, ok it wasnt that bad actually i thought it was quite ok. just that i feel ultra dumb
then i asked the teacher like 'how u know which are the keywords?'
then she was like 'oh, when u become smart enough then u'll know, like over the dec holis students will suddenly get it.'
and u know how blur and gullible i am right, so i believed her and asked her like 'so,... we just remain stupid for now lah.'
pffft.

oh man, tml got X country, DAMN SIAN.
feel like ponning, but i pon ytr already le. soyea, cant pon again. ): hahaha.
Keren was super mean today. (Y) but it was funny, so... yea
Like... No?

oh man these days ar, the weather, really singapore. hot like khfkewnjkn what like that. jialat sia.
Boo just introduced to me a band called blur

Zester Punani Hey pw there's a band called 'Blur', no kidding. go google it or smth.

yea, so i went to google it, like reallyy (Y) nice leh, their songs are nice!
coffee and Tv not bad (Y)

Your ears are full of their language
there's wisdom there you're sure
Tillthe words start slurring
And you can't find the door

2010-03-01T10:49:00.003+08:00

STFU PILLOW
Steamboat 2.0

Ok, yesterday (saturday) was another steamboat this time with 4A1-ers.
Haowei and sammie reached the earliest. so they watch me do my homework, well sort of.
then the rest came one by one and it was time to start the squeezy steamboat.
they were trying to figure out all the lame games. HAHA, i'm fast (;
i like sitting between ah vin and Kel cause they help me scoop food :D hehe thanks.

LOL, some of them in my room were watching the annoying orange in my room, ok some is an understatement. my room not being very big, was damn squeezy. i was sitting at the corner and ah vin was trying to balance at the end of the bed.
the annoying orange reminds me of rach and I in school. o.o

Yeap, after a while some of them had to go home so around midnight was started playing 4 kings. super fun. Hahaha.
Boo got Q twice in a row
Sean had to drink this forfeit which was vodka, raw egg, tuna, pepsi.
then 2nd round bestie kana vodka raw egg tuna pepsi beef sauce mayo pepper salt chilli sauce and God knows what else is inside. so help him drink cause he look like once he drink he will just vomit everything lah. tasted ok lah, just very hot.

Kelvin was being damn funny yesterday with his 'wah, psychic.' joke and sean was being damn high. (with his high pitch laughter). then after that some were tired so they went to sleep and the rest of us just talked.
I LOL-ed like crazy when i heard OCK's 300 pound joke.
so they implemented the STFU pillow cause of sean. once someone starts laughing like crazy, the pillow will be stuffed in your face.

around 4, i went to sleep while kevin was playing rollar coaster tycoon.
then next day ate lunch then kel was trying to get me something new to wear. o.o

HAHA, ok
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELVIN :D

2010-02-26T00:57:00.001+08:00

Steamboat!
I love afterseven!!!

ok pe was killer-ish today my stamina has dropped by millions
today was considerably a slack day with only 4 periods. yea, so...

After school
i went to cut my hair. Haha, then later went home to bathe before going back to ctss to find ktyx who was teaching some lame guides stuff.
oh man i miss that place so much... walking through the halls were really, cool i guess.
saw mr ong and i bluffed him that i dropped out from CJ, i cant believe he believed me.
hahaha. i dropped some stuff off at 2c1 classroom for my c1 kiddos. oh man, i hope they get it (:

talked to mrs fong who sends weird message.
her short forms can only be understood by ktyx, seriously, their damn rufus.
who would think "wru? M outside GO now" actually means "where are you? I'm outside general office now" wah, she really damn singaporean, can cut short until liddat.

talk to yehidaah too, she's super nice :D
hahaha, she's still so yehidaah-ish, i think shes so motherly lah. i love her like efhowhlw
Awwwww, i miss ctss teachers like crazy. i saw choy too but didnt talk to him. LOL.

talked to many many juniors, their so cute. (Y)
i miss walking through schools and seeing so many familiar faces
got one junior from sec 1 2009 batch, the batch that i remembered the whole level's name, I REMEMBERED HER and she was damn shocked

after that guides had some weird conflict or soemthing. luckily i bballer. weets.
yeap, so waited for ktyx. met the rest of the after7 and went to bugis to eat steamboat.
it's super cool, we had the chance to eat on the third floor!
had our own private air-conditioned spacious room with three computers, a couch, three tables, toilet attached and personal waiters that bring things up to the third floor (: awesome.
we act as if our house lah, just anyhow run. HAHA, summore got balcony which was a little paranormal activity. yeappp, but other than that we played a series of games which was damn lame! HAHA, and of cos photos!

we finished at 11+ the girls went off around 10+ and obv i was the only girl left AGAIN.
ahhh well, whatever it is. we paid up and left, then chi chi followed me home and used my house toilet o.o we have the same problem, cannot use outside toilet one. hhaha. (Y)

hahaha, i hate the weekends cause every weekend i meet ctss people and i miss them so much and makes me feel like not going back to school ):
but i guess it's things like these that makes you treasure these times more.
hahahaha, tomorrow, another round with 4A1-ers :D cant wait.

2010-02-25T19:01:00.003+08:00

Jc
This is getting interesting

Hahaha, i feel like my identity is being stolen.
ahhh, oh well, its ok.
Anyway school has been alright so far i guess, still trying to get use to it.
other than history, lit, econs, chi, maths, GP and... PE the rest are ok. which is mainly recess.
Haha, i cant believe i'm saying this but i rather maths and chi lessons. LOL, lectures are damn boring. i thought lectures were better than tutorials, but man am i so wrong. actually both are equally bad lah. the only lecture i enjoyed so far is like, general paper which was slack and probably lit. History lecture is like machiam catching mrt liddat.

Oh man, my econs teacher thinks i'm a retainee. LOL.pfft.
emo man, LOL, he's like *quietly* 'are you one of the students that is revisiting J1?'
wah he win le lor.
hmmm? LOL. i hope i dont retain this year. pleaseeeeee.

when i told bestie teddy he was like
"wah,... 4A1..."
weird a1 language. retain is an adjective/noun/verb.
like 'wah u damn retain.' haha, wrong grammer but, we're in singapore. who cares?!

my aim : PROMOTE!

Ze Jie is super funny in a lame way, seriously, but the jokes were so lame that its funny, i think we're too stressed or something. hahaha.
but he is funny (Y)
idk what i am talking about.

Okie dokie dinner!

2010-02-23T17:37:00.002+08:00

Hold up
Just dont give in, I'm working it out

Wooh, JC is tiring, or issit just me?
I really think it's just me seriously.
No mental strength le, everyday play too much. I can hardly sit still.
Anyways.

Ahem, PE was well, hmm? tiring i guess. LOL.
Other then that, the first two period was pure nonsense.
Ok this is bloody lame,
I FAILED MY CHI COMPO. 6/30
LIKE WTH!

I've been writing the same damn compo since pri 5!
I mean it's alright she failed me base on horrible chinese or smth, but she failed me base on my content. BECAUSE I WROTE ABOUT TEACHERS.
HUH?! i wrote at first i dont like this teacher, wrong impression of a teacher, then later my impression changed.
THEN SHE SAY CANNOT, cause cannot write about teachers, reason being the impression of teahcers should be good. HUH?! she didnt read or what, the student was actually at fault in the end what for having the wrong impression of a teacher, now how bad can that be?!

plus it's been passed for 6 years, now in JC they suddenly say no?! i wrote the same compo for PSLE and Os, i dont see me failing my chinese base on bad content. or should i say inappropriate content. not as if i wrote about a flower when they asked me to write about paper clips right?!

ok, i'm bitching about chinese, i cant believe it.

oh yea! it's so cool, in JC everyone knows everyone lah.
My neighbour is actually Sam's classmate, i should have gone to JJ then got ppl pei me go school and come home from school everyday (Y)
Hahaa,his name is justin. LOL, so cool. yea his my drummer neighbour who i thought looked like kelvin. XD

Yeapppp, that shall be all for today.

2010-02-22T15:00:00.002+08:00

Tinkie winkie
It's pink!

Hahaha ok yesterday we celebrated Pigu 1 's birthday (:
Met the rest of the dq in the morning at Mac, and we planned to go rach house at 10+ which didnt happen and we only arrived at 12. the worst thing is ... WE KNOCKED ON THE WRONG DOOR. ok sorry, i should say, I banged on the wrong door.

so we finally got the right one and pigu1 was surprised :D HEHE.
after that we did the usual slapping thing and we went to clementi to meet TTS.
Hahaha, their super duper adorable esp darling. HAHA. yeap, then we went dhoby to eat astons which was a very cool and hot experience. then we watched da bing xiao jiang. Couple seats :D
Rachel was damn awkward.

Yeap yeap yeap. Pigu 1's brithday was more or less a success. at least it was half a surprise. :D
HAHAHA, yea, every year we'll be celebrating together, i dont care!

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Today.
Today school was sleepy (yet again) i really think is the fengshui. too hot le.
Yeap, but during Econs lecture, smth funny happened.
apart from Ariel saying she's hot. LOL.
Keren and I were discussing about barbie and barney when suddenly we talked about teletubbies. and then the funny thing is that i was arguing that tinkie winkie is blue and she said tinkie winkie was purple. so we turned to helena and she was like, 'tinkie winkie? oh. it's pink what!' and we laughed like there was no tml. idk, it was funny then.

the rest of the day was so sleepy-ish.
I'm supposed to be at school later. ahhh, but heck lah. dont care.

2010-02-18T22:33:00.002+08:00

νοσταλγία It exists as long there's someone there to remember it, right?

Hahaha, i miss you guys mad. (Y)
Kel is complaining that i'm leaving him alone.
LOL, is it my fault he is so anti-social on facebook. even rufus is more active than him please.
HAHA, anyway kel, whats going on facebook is that,...
go read yourself lah ;)

anyway school has been rather depressing. i'm used to not knowing whats going on in lessons, but i'm not used to getting sent out when i dont do my homework. and i am definitely not used to being called a lian. ok i am, but still.

Looking forward to tml when i can meet sammie, jiaxian darl, Kel and Boo theyall!
Yippe, cant wait!
recently on facebook i've been posting all our kiddy photos.
oh man it's only been like sec 3, but we look SO kiddish. like all the baby face (Y) adorable like. (:
oh man, i hate JC life.
depressing.

I miss 4A1 so much, like loads. but bestie have been giving me smth to look forward too (Y)
i love my bestie so much man!

Plus Kelvin's birthday is coming people (he asked me to remind u guys)

2010-02-14T23:12:00.003+08:00

14 Febuary 2010
Happy CNY, valentine day, friendship day and total defence eve?

what a complicated day.
Anyway,

Happy CNY
yea, woke up uber early. i didnt buy any new year clothes so i pulled on my jeans and cope a shirt from my sis cupboard and went without combing my hair. LOL (Y)
anyway, chinese new year was ok i guess, nothing much. better than last year i guess.
yeap, my niece and cousins are uber adorable. i think kids these days are so sweet and innocent.
their like sweet. they make u smile (;

happy friendship day
today is friendship day, obv there wont be a sub heading valentine day for me.
LOL, but friendship day, i've never really cared lah past few years. but this year i did something different, i went to facebook and posted things about people for friendship day (:
If i didnt post about u, is not cos i dont like u ok, is cos facebook never generate ur name!
HAHA, but i tried clicking a lot of times to get more people.
I know one person who wont read facebook but my blog,
so i'm gonna put his here!

KELVIN!
LOL! hahaha! I love how ur smses always cheer me up when i am super sad/angry. one act emo sms from u and i'll laugh at your lame-ness. ur just like my bro and i'll always super love u man. oh yes, and i love how ur paiseh about ppl telling u things like this (in fact i think u are now) HAHA.

Anyway, i'll write everyone one on my blog one day ya (: other then that, FACEBOOK!

2010-02-13T22:11:00.002+08:00

Happy CNY eve.
The nice cookies/cupcakes Sammie wammie made for us ytr (:
nicest things ever.

Anyway, just now i went to my relatives' house for reunion dinner :D
Wakakaka, my adorable niece is another year older of cos.
and they suggested we have a drawing competition.

so the theme for the drawing competition was 'CNY'

my sister started drawing a tiger, and then my 5-year old cousin said
"WAH! Peiru gugu u draw so nice, ur zebra so cute!"

Peiru's drawing

7-year old niece drawing. spiderman saved CNY?

5 year old drawing.

Peiwei's drawing :D

Hahaha, yea, super cool (:

I think brenda is the most sensible 5 year old in the whole world.

My sister is forever coming up with conspiracy theories. tsk tsk tsk.

2010-02-13T02:11:00.003+08:00

Jack's Place

Spades, Hearts, Clubs and Diamond

First period was like math. Zzz, boring. then stayed back during recess, slacking in class.

After that went hall for celebration. love the ODAC performance (Y) nice. LOL.

And anthony is damn disgusting. he farted when all the J2s and J1s squeezed in the small hall. OH YUCK. and he was so pleased with himself! LOL.

Last period was extra history lecture. everyone was checking time like wkjebkwe.

Weiheng was nice enuf to wait for me (: thanks weiheng! ) owe u one.

So we waited for the Sa people to come down (who were super jinping)

Yea, in the end met the rest of the class @ jack's place (: super cool :D

oh and of cos david, our class adopted student. LOL. anyway, David's jokes are funny. i just read two on facebook. and i really did laugh out loud.

Anyway, so since rach, ock and I were the latest, our food came later too.

sat beside bro, so of course i gave him part of my food (: ock was killing the conversation with his lame jokes. like...

*chatter chatter chatter...* -Ock inserts a lame joke- *whole table goes quiet*

Everyone looks so cute in their uniforms. (Y)

After that we just chatted and made lotsa noise, classic 4A1. then left the place (much to the manager's relief)

Walked to the mrt and stuff and then went to Ang mo kio with bro Leowjia.

super lol, he needed to shit and we wasted 1.50 altogether just because he needed to shit.

Hmmm? yea, in the end, we got off the wrong stop. zzz, brother.

So we finally reached yio chu kang and walked there (bzone reunion place)

haha shiok, feels like uber long since i walked and talked with bro. actually not very long but it feels like an eternity. seriously, school has that effect on me.

It feels like ages since i last saw them, i feel like hugging everyone of them man.

the thought that i'm gonna meet them soon, really gave me great comfort.

Talked to Rachie pigu just now. LOL.

i miss talking to her. (: although it's only been like a while ago.

she always knows what i mean, and all hail telepathy!

when i came home, my facebook 99+ notification within just hours. a bit scary, but i like reading notifications. best little thing in my life.

And guys, STOP arguing on facebook!

2010-02-11T22:04:00.002+08:00

lit
an irony itself

LOL, got scolded for playing basketball in uniform today.
well,... the J2s were like 'eh, just walk away.'
then the cher was like 'EH COME HERE!'
no choice lor, then i while walking there i was like 'aiya, dont worry lah, we j1, we young got liscence to be stupid'
Then in the end he just refer us to our discipline teacher then he just say, next time dont do again. -innocent J1 face-
i hope the J2s were ok though.
Hahaha, then just nice L sms-ed me. he asked me what i was doing.
then i was like 'just tio scolded by teacher' then he was like 'aiya, as usual'
4A1 culture still living. heard junjie got send to counselling 3rd day of JC. (Y) nice.